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2010-01-24T18:07:00.002+08:00

Sunday..
my lazy day when im not working or going out...
here i am at hm...watching online movie n blogging...
feeling so bored right now(No wait! was bored since yesterday)
doing nothing...
work situation is like shit! really dont feel like working at Tcc anymore...
why?
political issues.(full stop)

Just hope that Im gonna get a new job soon...before Feb...
why? i got a lot of things that i plan for myself...
no more thinking about others 1st...need to be selfish n think abt wats gonna be good for me...
im not sure if its the right thing to do or not...
but lets hope it is...
for once i need to be myself again...
after all the wrong decisions i made,lets hope these thing im planning gonna work...

watching ITs Complicated rite now..its a good show..for me..n Comot is rite here by my side..
reminded me alot abt the past..except that im not married yet...funny show...
give me a good laugh..
later gonna watch shaggy dog...with the rest of the kitty gang..
who is in the gang?
-comot
-kecik
-sammy
-Q

and of coz my sisters...

oh well..im dying for a smoke rite now but haiz!!

k la gonna go back to the boring couch potato me...chiow!

2009-12-27T19:47:00.002+08:00

*yawn!*
im so damn shagged man..5hrs sleep is sure not sufficient...
not for me that is..last 2 days was hectic at work..so many people but lack of manpower..
so tired!
wah only 8pm..i think im gonna snooze abit more before going to xmas party @ TCC...

FYI..
mom n stepdad met an accident yesterday..mom got bruises all over her arm...
stepdad got dislocated shoulder bone...like wan last time..!
i was blank when i got the news..i didnt really got to sleep properly..
but they OK now, i think..juz need to go for another X-ray or so..

Boyfren is pissed at me...
he says that im being such a bitch to him the last few days..throwing my anger at him n stuff..
hmmm...how am i not suppose to be?
keeps asking my unrelevent questions that sort of things..
was supposed to go out juz now but i slept like a baby till like 7pluz..
pluz point it was raining=make me sleep even better(w/o noticing any disturbance)
hahaha...
now he's pissed..
so wat am i to do??accomodate to his work schedule??damn..
he's working niteshift n im on off..so wat..
i NEED my rest...n i feel that he dont understand...donno la..
sometimes i wish i have some cool-off time from him n enjoy myself with my frens...
coz my daily schedule is getting from boring to OMG damn boring!

gonna get ready later...mitting Tasha later...for party..
that is if i dont sleep tru the nite..like a dead gerl..
update soon..
snoooooze time!

2009-12-10T13:20:00.004+08:00

im damn tired...!
juz got back from work this morning but yet im not asleep yet...
got things to be done...like uploading stuff to my 'new' iphone...hehehe...
sleeping beside me is my babyboy,fast asleep on his couch...seeing his tired face make me sleepy...i havent slept for nearly 16 freaking hours...haiz!! wat to do...
ya im crazy enough to go jurong all the way man,after work...ridiculous i know!

life been up n down lately...due to some miscommunication...it suxs!
n i feel like im the BIGGEST idiot...coz i know sometimes i can be such a B****,together with my ego...maybe at that point of time,i wasnt thinking straight n have alot on my mind...
stress ah...

oh ya i know its like really ages since the New Moon...so not wat i expected..
its disappointing except for Taylor...man,he is HOT.....sizzzzzling hot!
hahaha...well its worth my cash watching it with the girls...hehehe...

going for SilkAir interview maybe tomorrow or saturday..if im not dead tired ah...
juz try my luck..who knows rite?

talking abt saturday,i have a wedding to attend...a fren of mine,just 2 yrs ago she was engaged...now getting married!! time really flies like SUPER fast...
not me...marriage can wait...really...i dont like to talk abt that particular issue man...touchy...
coz like 2 of my younger cousins got engaged b4 me n ending spliting up...very sad seh!
so ya kinda got a long way to go n a very sensitive issue btwn me n boyfy...

now im gonna be a very irritating girlfren n wake him up to cook for me lunch...hahaha...i know im bad...but i like starving...hmmm...wonder wat he's gonna cook for me...hehehe....
adios amigo!

2009-11-11T08:57:00.005+08:00

Everyday seem like the same old routine..

going to work n i'll be at home the whole freaking day..hate it !

im bored like crazy! im kinda broke already and i hate being broke..

only getting pay in the next few days which seems like ages...

haizzzz!

btw time check..its 9am..i juz ended work like 1/2 hr ago..dont feel like going back yet..

it doesnt feel like home anymore..frankly its like HELL..!

havent been going out with my baby lately,both of us been bz..

if only im a rich man's daughter...i know,like in my dreams only...

but only if im a rich man's daughter,i would travel the world with him..

go places that we never wish we would go...

stay on an island paradise n juz enjoy it...

too bad its only a wish..

the last time we went out,went fishing..
actually its kinda fun :)

the only boring part is the waiting time...

`the 1st catch of the day

`kiss the fish ;)

`we caught 4 fishes..ok la not bad la...

hahaha...its gonna be a while til the nxt fishing day..

well..tonite working graveyard again...haiz!!!

i mizz my baby n my frens!! :(

i need to hang out la.. have mercy on my body..

btw gd morning to all the morning birds!

this owl gonna sleep soon...

2009-10-31T21:44:00.008+08:00

happy helloween to all u disgusting maggots!
hahahahaha.....!
while all hell break loose today i decided to juz chill @ J.P macdonald...
blogging away...
maybe watching DARAH later...c how 1st..being me im 1 hell of a scarycat...hehehe!

well....rite now im juz trying to find new job...juz hope next week gonna get some phone calls...
been going to some interview lately...so im praying hard...

these week gonna be a very slow week for me...only gonna work 2 days...urgh!!!!
might as well tak ya keje kan...thanks to MY STUPID MANAGER!!!
the result of that is = 1 WHOLE WEEK OF BOREDOM...!

nah its ok...now that i have a laptop that baby bought for us...hehehe...
but on the other hand an opportunity to go for interview!

I MIZ MY FRENS MANYx infinity!
aku rindu semua org...!
if any of u reading diz kol me ok...we need to hang out!!!

i know there's lots of stuff to update..since like a zillion years i never update..
mcm kecik ckp "ko nye blog da mati"..
so ya gonna update real soon....

one of the things that im gonna do is a blogshop...so ya..still in progress...
gtg..

2009-09-16T04:38:00.001+08:00

i had a bad day!
no line....nothing else to be said abt today...
finish!

2009-09-15T04:40:00.002+08:00

its been such a long time since i updated...
some peeps been bugging me to update my blog...
but sori no time la...bz as usual...

well its gonna be Raye soon...
so ya...dont feel like raye like any other years back....
Happy bday my sweet Farhana...!
gonna see u wif farhan on thurs k...

im gonna make a lot of changes in my life!!
whether i like it or not....
enough of being stuff
n not able to do stuff that i love...

soon....

p/s: i miss my frensss!!!
i wanna hang out wif u guys!!!

2009-08-11T12:38:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wonder if wat i've done is the right thing,
it feels right but others may think its wrong..
im confused..
to live,is to love the right person...
feeling comfortable in his arms,secure...
to argue,is to know that person well enough..inside out..
even though u feel like strangling til his head comes off...

i wonder...
n continued wondering..
hoping there is a chance for me to love him right...
hoping for the best for myself...
coz i cant continue feeling like diz...
feeling like i have to go to a battle everyday,every second..

juz hope...

2009-08-03T14:13:00.000+08:00

im so damn lazy...
lazy to go work...
lazy to be at home...
i juz wanna go out n chill...
but damn no cash...
hate how things are the last few days..
bloody pissed off!

cant wait til tomorrow after 2...
then have to settle my shitty stuff...argh!!!
hate being at hm...
i wanna get out of this house ASAP!!
its killing me inside...

2009-07-21T14:46:00.002+08:00

wat a damn heaty day!! urgh!! make me feel so irritated..haiz!!! tomorrow is the last day im working as full time staff at TCC..yeeaaah! after that converting to p/t..
so today is Relax day 4 me...yahooooo!

Baby went to antar cempedak to his aunts' place after dat he is fetching me...haha... n i still not ready yet...hahaha its ok...sometimes i guess to be late..? da pompan nk ckp ape kan?siap lmbt...
today,the plan is to go blading at ECP..its been quite a while since we last blade..
hope its not gonna be too hot..maybe meeting bernard n wan at Beergarden.. thats only maybe if im not tired..

only days left til bernard's bday..wonder wat the Bella crew have install 4 him?i have no idea...well thats it 4 today i guess...

got to start going to job interview liao...

2009-07-16T18:31:00.003+08:00

today is the premier of "HALF BLOOD PRINCE"...

but i didnt watch it...not today...
coz im working later n my baby is at werk..
how to watch??
bohohohoho!!!
its ok there is alwayz other days...

i have been uploading pics at Facebook from juz now n its like lagging too the MAX!!
hate it...!
wats more i havent been uploading pics until some of my frenz been bugging me too...
haiz!!wat to do?? im a bz lady...hahaha...
yesterday wats gr8! got to spend the whole day wif Him...
thanks dear for the wonderful time...
tonite...werk!!!arrrghhhh!!!
its ok a few more days left...
strange...
i noticed that i update every tuesday from the last few entry...hahaha...weird!!

love the pic

2009-07-14T20:49:00.002+08:00

updating bits n pieces here n there...
only a few days left...till the "Harry Potter & the half blood prince"
yeeeeaaaaahhhh!!!
but the sad thing...
i have to wait til nxt week coz werking graveyard...
nah...its cool!a few days left to clear my leave n convert to part time...
n in the mean time can try find a better job...
yish!!
the boys juz came back from Envy concert @ KL last weekend...kecoh seh!
meeting them up soon..bernard gonna kill me...he has been asking for my psp since god knows when...coz he's a Fan of Fight nite 3...

here im blogging away when im suppose to sleep...werking later mah!
hehehe...crazy me...looking forward to AUGUST!
lots of things gonna be happening..gigs n car pract...not to forget the August babies...
b4 i 4get...july bdays too...some planning have to be made...pronto!!
not problemo...can be done..

jiffy...cant wait 4 the HarryPotter movie...the Mania is on!!
Transfomer is cool too!!!awesome graphics!!!hot cars!!aaaaahhhh!!!
can go Crazyyyy!!! with all the awesome-mes show!!
lots more Gerek movies coming up !
kecoh la...

well...wanna take POWER nap now!!
if not i will die at werk later...
yeah!! my dear boyfren picking me up later...can sleep more!!
n need the energy to sabo Cherry...her last day at T3A...she is transfering to Atrium...

yeah! i get to spend proper time with him...the whole day juz me n him tomorrow...
finally.....
hope it be a good day 4 us

2009-06-23T12:25:00.001+08:00

havent been updating anything diz days...
be it facebook or blog itself...
im hopeless...im bored at werk...
haiz!!!

a lot of things gona happen nxt mth...
planning to do..
shit to settle...
haiz!!!

i miz being around people i love...

2009-06-09T14:19:00.002+08:00

Rough decisions had been made...
whether i regret making those decision is another thing...
i convert myself to a part time staff at TCC..
y? i cant stand the politics there...
worst ever politic experience ever in my whole 5yrs working...
other than that the place is cool n the customer is great..its juz the politic!

In the mean time,i can find other PROPER job..
no job is proper actually...juz need a job that pays the bill,able to save a lil here n there..
haiz!!!
back to square 1 i guess...urgh!!

only when things were settling down,another prob came up..
juz diz morning..
Jack..i am so gona skin u alive...juz watch it
me n him had like literally work our ass off...but in the end...
our cash,we had to throw it to our bike...the bike its not the prob...i
ts the person who fix it doesnt seem to want to fix it PROPERLY!
urggghhhh!!these is like the 3rd time in 3 months!
despicable!!
never mind...

gonna be bz in the nxt few weeks..trying to find job and all..
planning n stuff...
making time to mit him n my frens!
no more shopping again!!!
wasted!!
damn wasted never buy that dress at bugis!
haiz!!

wat is these life gona b tomorrow?
full of regrets or full of hapiness?

2009-06-04T20:33:00.002+08:00

hey hey....been bz lately...
norm stuff..werk schedule is unbearable..
no time for myself much...
for him...im making time for my love...

well...i decided that i wouldnt wana stay long at TCC..
looking for new job with better prospect n pay...
something that maybe im able to benefit in the future...
hmmmm....
how to?? i lack of xperience babe!!
haish!!

someone bday coming up soon...
im thinking of something for him...
thats a maybe..nothing dat fancy ah...

well..i'll try to update soon...my pc at hm crash ah...sucky man

2009-05-07T10:09:00.002+08:00

Goodie morning people...
juz got back from work! thank god i finished my 1week graveyard shift...!
was a nite mare the last few days werking wif 1 of my STEP PANDAI PINOY IN-CHARGE...
But i told her off juz now to fucking mind her own business n do her werk..
then she said,"Yati,if u dont like working with me juz tell me" in her pinoy accent..
n i did told her OFF ...like rite in the face!
bugger sia...come to our land,found a job then suke2 nk treat us like their slave...buat kelakar pe!
no one gonna push me around anymore sia...enuf! im taking my stand!!!
i dont care if im getting a warning letter!

ya..hmmm...to fyza...
juz got news abt her beloved cat juz passed away last 4th may..
im feel ur lost gerl..dont be sad..the most of it u still have AhGeorge in ur memories..
be strong k...
i myself will break down if anything were to happen to Comot or lil' Kecik..
they are like family to me..everyday same routine with the both rascals..

11th may 09

gona mit up with the Van Crew..if thats wat Wan n Kecik say...
the usual bunch...Kecik Wan Yoda n Me...
hanging out at Beergarden..our fav. hanging place..
catch up on stuff i guess...
hope everyone can make it...including myself..

16th may 09

-secret-
something we plan out for fyza...
damn...go to wear HEELS!
plz kecik aku taknk pakai heels!

k la..im gona sleep awhile now...jap agi nk klua ngan c dia

2009-04-28T22:20:00.003+08:00

Ola...!
well..ya havent been much since that Someone came across my blog.
but watever..hahaha...been bz the last few weeks with work n wat else,
didnt have time to blog n dont mention Didnt have time to even mit up
with the Bella guys..siak kan...that was how bad mua schedule is..
this week even worst..graveyard shift!!! haiz! x 2!!!

Tetapi..semlm i got to hang out wif the guys...yeah!!!
but my dear brother was kinda down like his world is really crushing n everything didnt go like u plan it to be...hey bro!if ya reading diz..i know its hard n the shitty feeling when u got cold shoulder from someone or even being ignored..
but its OK u know...wat matters is u getting up on ur feet n try to make the best of life!
well...another person is kecik...havnt been msging her for a while n i guess she had fun during her class reunion pit or something...its gd for her la...im really glad that she's ok!
cant wait to mit her soon...

myself...hmmm...my car license gonna like expire soon n need to be renew...but saya takde masa mcm ne???hahaha...but my practical is not even finished...so much for wasting my time all these years...going out later wif Mr A..gonna watch jgn tegur...alaaahhh! im not really a fan of horror movies...aku ni penakut actually..hehehe!

oh ya!not forgetting for this month shopping list:-
*red dress
*flip-flop
*beg pack

I wana go BALI & BANGKOK!!! I NEED A HOLIDAY SOOON!!!

gotto go...or else gona be late...hehe...aku memang STAR KARAT!
TOODLES!
>_<

2009-04-13T21:53:00.002+08:00

Its been a crazy week...
juggling with work n not enough sleep...haiz!!
the whole week doing morning shift follow by graveyard....
arrrrgghhh!!!!
i missed the gig at Fad's media...dzaf playing that day...
'The DRAMA'.. Arrrrgggghhhhhh!

BUT....
Rite now im juz worried abt some stuff...
worried abt some1 who is close to me.if she's gona be alrite
worry if i can pass my car license in time.
worry abt myself sometimes too.if im making the right decisions everyday.

im juz not sure sometimes..coz i dont think i can let go of some stuff easily..
with juz a blink of an eye..im not certain if im thinking straight.. or do wat im suppose to do all the time..

some says that im cold towards them these days..but im not..
its juz that i have lots to think abt rite now..
n i have much important things to think abt..( well juz not me to think too much though)
im sowi to those who thinks they being ignored by me...
i'll try to make time..but not promising any time sooner...

i wish things r simpler...but they not so i dont blame them
coz thats juz life..

rite now..wat i need are my frens n those who are able to be there for me...
n food..! random sia...im hungry like crazy...eat n eat also dont grow fat...
going find some food n continue with the books i juz bought
last friday at Expo...
but i WANT the little black dress series...
he books are so gerek tapi aku takde DUIT!!!
ahhhhh!!!

2009-04-06T12:45:00.002+08:00

Its been a while since my last entry...
well...everything had been hectic in my life...
juz Messy... arrrggghhh!!! watever it is,its kinda settled...

Right now,while blogging..
im playing Pet Society n RestaurantCity on Facebook...kinda cute ah...
hmmm..today doing Bar again..haiyo soo rabak...malas seh sometimes...
lazy to go work..too much politic here n there...oh well wat to do...
c if the gerek kakis are working today..

Im soooo looking forward to meet the Cafe Buddies diz saturday nite...
having supper together..have lots of catching up to do..miz them sia...

home...feels more like home now...i think ah..
gonna get a car soon..so X-cited...hahaha...but havent pass my license juz yet...
i will ah...sooooonn......Lancer LX or Gen2...hahahaha...
but not putting my hopes tooooo High getting those car...*pray,i'll pass soon*

I want to play L4D....with the guys again...wana kill zombie...im obsesss with the game sia...
shit! wat im a gamer now...hahaha...i dont care...i'll juz do things that can make me happy now...
kill the witch!kill the tank!! wakakakakaka!!!
oh ya..the weather is sooooo damn Nice to go out for tanning session....haiya!
but im working in 2hrs time...darn it!
nevermind...i guess wait 4 off day...otey..gona continue with PetSociety...
when lunch gona be done cooking?!! im Hungry....wakakakaka...

tooooooodlllesss....

2009-03-22T03:24:00.003+08:00

Gd nite to those who in their bed snoozing away....
N a veerryy gd sunday morning to those nite owls n werking...
hahaha...like me!
here i am on my break time doing my nite shift...eating double cheese burger,listening to some songs n using the Macdonalds' net to blog....Yeah!!!

Today shift is so Boring(with capital B!)...me n 3 other guys...no fun...
starting tomorrow i'll be doing bar...hope i dont cock up...haiz!! and airport is too quite at nite...

sometimes i kept thinking of old time with my cafe Brothers...we had tonnes of fun during werk n stuff...
skul days..with my 'gerek' frens...having fun even when we were doing projects n lots of van outing..hahaha...
juz hanging out with the girls in my life...
gossiping away n looking 4 new place to hang out or juz talking abt guys(hahaha!mostly we talk abt Guys)cant deny that...
haizzz!!
Not forgetting my times with Him...He's asleep in bed,all tired n worn out from jamming, soccer the previous nite...n also work..poor him...hope u had enuf sleep darls...

well...maybe i catch some sleep 4 a while...
snnnnoooooooooozzzzzzzzzzzzeeeeeeeee!!!!

2009-03-21T01:47:00.002+08:00

heys...im back from work..n continue-ing where i left out...
hmmmm...where was i...???oh ya...im bored to death rite now...here i am blogging n watching old skul chinese movie on a friday nite... Haaaaiiiizzzzz!!!!

rite now...im going single for a while(i think)...the last relationship wif Azmi didnt work out...
ohh well...takde jodoh..wat to do...
all i want to do now is...back to my old check-list

1. A job (already got 1)
2. A License
3. A cool holiday gateaway

Hmmm...that's abt it rite now...n to enjoy wat i have now
F.R.E.E.D.O.M

there's some1 else who came back into my life..but we juz chilling out...
we see how it goes...

i think dats abt it for today...hehehe...
hitting the sack now...cuddling with my baby tigger n darling cat..
toooodddlllesss...!

2009-03-20T14:49:00.002+08:00

After soooooo damn long of not blogging...here i am back into my space to say wat i have to say...
Alot have been happening but not much time too say...coz gotto go werk...! haizzz!!!
last minute change wif 1 of the part-timer...update later tonite...maybe...

2008-03-28T14:51:00.003+08:00

I've often been told by learned friars,
That wishing and the crime are one,
And Heaven punishes desires
As much as if the deed were done.

If wishing damns us, you and I
Are damned to all our heart's content;
Come, then, at least we may enjoy
Some pleasure for our punishment!

2008-02-29T11:15:00.004+08:00

Thank goodness its Friday...
weekends...haiz!
finally i can get some rest&take my mind off stuff..
schools gona end soon.got work later til late...
im not doing very good rite now..
mcm nk mkn fishball noodles at Beergarden je..
oh ya!final presentation on wednesday @ 1050am
Feel very sad,miserable,tired,lonely n bla bla bla...
i couldnt sleep properly diz whole week...
i cant think straight..
Argghh!!! kena pull myself together...
To Him..
thanks for blaming me again n again,
i accept it with open heart...
thanks for not keeping ur words n promises,
coz im not important to u..
thanks for all the lonely times i had by myself,
when u were too bz at work..
ur frens meant the whole world to u,
im obliviouos in ur eye...

Hopefully i see him tomorrow...
but dont be too hopeful..

2008-02-26T14:25:00.000+08:00

Almost every project has been done..
only left with presentation for final project..early next month
Now we done with class video..Ni malah nga edit...due diz Friday..
Nxt Monday,showcase to the class..haiz!malu siow!
Today at work got interview with Mediacorp..no idea pasal ape

The trip was Melacca was OK la!
nothing much to tell..

These week gonna be another hectic week!Arrrggghhhhh!
my head is somewhere else..body n mind separated!
tired!!!!
how i wish i can drop everything that im doing n sleep...
sleep..n all the problems will go away!
haiz!
just how i wish that will happen..

i mizz him soo badly!
when will i see u again..
where were u went i need u by my side..
i need u seh!
plz come to my rescue..

2008-02-20T11:23:00.003+08:00

Im just done with class test 2 for MDP...
MCQ questions..ok la..
but didnt study for it..eeerrr...coz was working the nite b4..
Tomorrow,
there's another class test for Anthony's class..yah..the pinoy guy..
haiya...puff! Im still not done with the TPS dustbin project..
due tomorrow...how??? die lor...
i got no ideas how to modify the stupid household dustbin..
tel me,how do u modify an ordinary household dustbin to an A grade project..
i wonder..well rite now thinking of an idea..
As for the film project..its almost DONE!
only left with powerpoint presentation n cd sticker..that's all...
After all these projects..i'll be graduating soooonnn!
yahoo!

this weekend going Melacca...haiz!!!
gonna be boring...got some family business to settle...
like wat the hell????!!
if not i'll be out of the peeps going shopping&movies..
planning to go Sentosa seh..
but got to postpone due to the oversea thing...

2008-02-19T15:17:00.004+08:00

Nothing went well the last few days!

AarrGGGhhhHHH!!!!
Damn it!!

I was pissed off since Friday nite.n still am til today.
THANKS UNCLE 4 THE SHOCKING NEWS!REALLY APPRECIATE IT...
sish!wat a present u gave me!
didnt expect that coming from u!so disappointing!

The following day
my birthday....the 21 year that i've been on Earth..
Was actually waiting for Him to call since morning...not a single phone call...
tried calling his crib but got nothing!
Haiz!

So called everyone else..
met up with Dad&family..tradition every yr w/o fail..
was FORCED to mit Uncle @ his new in-laws' crib..feeling lousy&weird..im still mad at him
Naeem&Syra..met up with them..hung out at Starbucks Cathy.
met Leen&Achit at cenileisure..for a while..
also at the same place met Wan&the Bella crew..they juz finish playing gig at YP...couldnt make it earlier..
went off with the BellaCrew to SJC..for supper...
chill-out and play games while watching ManUtd vs Arsenal...ManUtd won! 3-0...YaHoOo!
kecoh ah 4 a while...

Sunday..
Went to Wan's bro's wedding...
the Pelamin is awesome!Lawar giler..
Hung out wif some of the Bella Guys who attend the wedding..
then suddenly got a call from Him..
that whole shit from him again...wat the Hell!

deep in my heart,i was hurt!
He PROMISE to meet up with me...
baby..nxt time dont promise anything to me coz u BROKE too many promises.
i had enough of ur damn promises,assumptions & sweet talks...
all u can do is just blame me for everything..
wat abt u?
look in the mirror...
the man u have became now..
a Different man i see in u..
a different feeling when i see ur eyes..
wat happen to the guy i fell in luv with?i wonder..

To the frens i met up on Saturday..
Thanks for making my day a happy one even though i was down..
u guys roxs!
Luv u guys!muacks...

2008-02-11T16:05:00.000+08:00

Just finish final year project...
Im in-charge of the design shit ah...
I dont know if its good..but the rest says it nice.

~The poster~

~The front DVD cover~

~The back cover~

its simple rite?dont you think?
hmmm...i dont know la..

now only left with reports n final product...
DUE ON 18 JAN...!!!
GOT EXTENTION DATE..PHEEEWW!
hopefully we be done by then..
DAMN...!

2008-02-04T16:42:00.000+08:00

Its amazing how things could change in a blink of an eye..
i understand why.
hmm...
no...
sometimes I dont get it at all....

Happy birthday shikin!!!

2008-01-30T16:04:00.000+08:00

Well...here I am again..
Taking 5-10mins break from Final year stuff n 'Fables'..
Im done with that comic..for now...hehehe...
waiting for yoda to transfer me the rest of the chapters...

Everything is like normal these days..
Fuzzy bear aka Wan is engross with the editing stuffie...
"all the way Big Guy! U can do it!"
Hmmm...Our Lil' miss kecik...
wonder what she's doing?let's see...
Oh...she is playing online game..
that's new for her...if not she'll be blogging away...mcm aku!
or changing new skins for her blog...
well the 3 of us have been working our ass off for these final year shit!
minus the release stress moments...hehehe...
graduating sooooon!!!

Last Sunday was a day full of drama!
Crazy shit!
seeing the guys jamming was ooober funny n crazy!
especially Elfrey n Zhaf..crazy people!
He got new nickname from the Bella Guys...Elfrey i meant..
"CatMan"
This crazy vocalist went to the 4th floor of Marhaba @ geylang serai...

he...

went...

to.....

the parapet...

rescue....

a...cat!

which was 'stuck' there for 2days!
He's really daring to the max!salute samer ko la Elfrey!
le jadi the next comic superhero la!!!hahaha

SUpeR la!

crazy day!

back to reality!

well...yesterday was the 29th of january rite?
He didnt remember that its our 1 year anni. or he cant bother to remember coz too BZ at work!
so much for thinking its gonna be a special day yat.. no special msg from him at all..nothing!!
shouldnt be too hopeful next time!

Darn it!!!!

Glad to hear from u again Rudy!

2008-01-16T15:21:00.000+08:00

I should be grateful to have someone who care n love me..
I thank my Lucky Stars for that!trully...
Very blessed to have him in my life again..

This feeling of love that I have for you,
A feeling so strong, so special.
You give me the gift of happiness each day,
Never have I known it could be this way.
You have given your love regardless of cost,
With my heart in your care,
I will never be lost.
Or never again wonder what love really means,
For now I do know it means so many things.
Understanding and caring, through good times and bad,
Sharing emotions, should they be happy or sad.
Being there for each other through laughter or tears,
At each other's side for the rest of our years.
My only wish is to be with you, my love,
For each day I pray to the heavens above.
That you always remember my feelings for you.
A feeling so strong, so special!

-unknown-

2008-01-08T16:28:00.000+08:00

This is just the 2Nd day of school..
and I'm feeling LAZZY!!
Suppose to do some job sheet thingie for IGV...
But instead of doing the Flash project, Im blogging!
yaAHoooo!

IGV lecturer = PINOY!!!

BLOODY PINOY TEACHER WHO CATCHES STUDENT W/O LANYARD!

Pinoy:" plz wear your lanyard!" or "dont wear caps in the class!" with Pinoy's accent.

such irritating accent.urgh! cant stand him!

Besides that, there are good stuff abt skul..
like I'm always ready for filming action.it's DAMN cOoL!!
We are like half way through the set and i think by these weekend will be done with the whole drama.The atmosphere is as if u are in a pro director's filming set.
Editing the whole filming will be double the headache n fun.
Looking forward to that...

well..
its gonna be my 1st one year anniversary with mr.b this coming 29..
The 1st longest relationship ever.
half of me is excited.the other is so-call worried...
dont know what am i suppose to be feeling..
dont even know if he remember diz date.haiz!
Is diz normal?

k la ms winnie is looking at me already...
hunting me for the job sheet..
logging off!
chalo beti

2008-01-02T14:14:00.000+08:00

Happy new year to all!
To the guys & girlz out there...
May 2008 bring us success & happiness...!

Here are some pixs before countdown at a crazy

wacky place call McCafe...

sempat posing semua! Boss nmpk mati kiter!!

yiisshhh! buruk seh muka aku

5 dudes & a gal

wicked smile guys!!

after countdown:~ full squad

The 5 amigos standing by the xmas tree

Well 2007 had been a great year..But let's make 2008 a better one...

orites !

chalo beti

2007-12-23T14:40:00.000+08:00

MeRrY x'Mas!

Wow!! Time flies really fast...
nxt thing you know its already towards the end of the year..
Christmas is just 2 days from now then followed by New year...
how hectic can that be..?
Been busy with work..the crowds been a lot lately..
coz of xmas n new year...
For me & the peeps at skul...
we be starting the filming nxt week...with the help of the Bella crew that is.

Well..
life is really hectic lately..with work n filming stuff..
wat to do?
then tomorrow,was invited to xmas dinner with the Bella Crew..
dont know whether to go or not..but i think i'll pass that...
sorry guys..cant make it..got stupid work to go to...
But will see u guys on the saturday for the gig..aite?
oh ya ... the new song is power!!!!
cant wait for the nxt album..

Got to work later..damn it!
shit! haven't buy the x'mas exchange gift..
its a tradition at Mc Cafe...
no idea wat to buy..
but always looking forward to get gifts on x'mas!hehehe

2007-12-02T15:45:00.000+08:00

Sunday afternun...
Juz lazing around.Nothing much.
Waiting for the time to pass.
Going to work later..
Well... *thinking*
Hmmm..Let's see...
why some people who think they are damn fucking smart but goes around accusing strangers for all the wrong reasons??
Bullshit!
Talk about smart.
Get your facts right 1st sister before u go around accusing the wrong person..
Let me remind u that even before u are born,I already knew how to walk...
So buzzz off kid!
Hahahahahaha!
You are just another shithead fly to me!

Ni la manusia...mulut la jadi rosak nye manusia..!

I really hate it when people talk bad about me behind my back..
To me if u got the guts, come say it right in front of my face..!
Other wise, u're juz another shithead with a BIG smelly mouth..
Im very straight forward..
Dont come calling me say diz n dat abt me having an affair with ur bf..
who im not a bit interested at..
Dont tell me your sources are reliable n so...
blah blah blah......
So dearie go do ur research b4 u go around accusing me..
u dont even know a damn thing abt me..

2007-11-26T10:41:00.000+08:00

What I think to be a quiet monday morning...
well its not that quiet at all...
The class is kinda rowdy diz mornin..kecoh!
I think im having a sore eye..the right eye seem kinda painful n a bit sore...
hmm...that means no need to go to work!! yeah!!!

I'm also feeling kinda lazy to work after what happened yesterday at work...
McCafe that is...ok la as usual..im always late for work coz im from Coffee Club...
Got new menu thingie and we banch of part-timer need to attend the food training thing...
so ya...
came down to Mc. with Khai...Dia pon gang dtg late...biasa la star-karat...
The 1st thing when we step into cafe..was we get the cold treatment from E & N...
well...just lets not mention names ok...
The rest was cool with us..

coming straight to the point...
E was just attached at our outlet for training..for like 3 months...
and make it as if its' his father shop..ordering people to do stuff...not in a respectful way as a matter of fact...mcm "oi,wash the dishes & clear the lobby"..
that kinda stuff...
while N who just got promoted..was getting high in the head..also ordering people to do diz n that...
so as u can see...these 2 bugger can like buzz off...irritating Lalat..

But unfortunately for me..
N is my friend...
till E comes along and changed N to become the same species as E...poor thing...
people do change over night...

As u can see..I was kinda pissed off and glad at the same time..
and was sent home after only like 90mins of work...
record seh! yahooooo!
Khai also the same...coz we kinda also piss E & N off the hook before we left..

so now i dont feel like going to work coz my manager isn't around..
went for holiday..
maybe coming back like tomorrow..i think..
so only A maybe that i'll turn up today...

oh ya as u can see..i change my skin..
thanks to the influence of Ms Leen...
A lot of diff. though...
usually i like simple black background...
now see how colourful it have become.
Thanks kecik!!!
well..it's a good change...
goodie goodie...!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAIZ!!

I miss Him!!

2007-11-22T11:20:00.000+08:00

Right now...im doing an E-Card...
For project purpose..
I think its gonna be the last one before moving on to Filming...
I think...

Come to think of it..
Animation isn't that Bad afterall...
Just need practises..
Im still half way through the E-card...
maybe i put it up when its done...
just maybe...if got the time..hehehe

And while doing that n blogging..im checking out new skins..
kinda bored with the recent skin..
Lin been changing her blogskin like a dozen time..Haiyo!

Kinda hungry..but lunch time seems so Lambat!

After lunch,its SW.. play games.. hmm...wonder what games the teacher have in store for us..
let's make a guess... captain's ball, soccer? entah lah..

Life... it's been ok la..the only thing is that the resident in the house is treating me very cold...
other then that...ok...still the same...thought of going to Sentosa diz Saturday..but the weather have not been that good at all..sometimes it rain like crazy..
hmmm... watching movie also like a good idea but not much gd movies to watch...
or could just sit at pasir ris park n finish up The half-blood prince..
well just got hold of the book..hehehe..byk org da habiz baca aku baru start...

well..we see how the weekends going to be...i dont like to plan much..
juz go wif the flow...

2007-11-13T11:41:00.000+08:00

**Haiz !!**

Don't know wat to blog?!

For all that is im LOST!

My mind is blank...can't think of anything else but school,work & him...

Him....

all that i wanna say is that.. i regret & im sorry for what ever wrong i did to Him..

im sorry Baby...

and after all that had happened to us...

i'll never stop calling you Baby..

i'll never stop loving

i'll never stop missing u...

i'll wait...

so plz dont hate me,

coz i can't stop thinking & loving u...

im sorry..

2007-11-04T14:01:00.000+08:00

Well i had a blast on friday nite...
eventhough work at Coffee Club was kinda buzy that nite...

but It's freaking PAYday!

After work went to meet up wif Cafe peeps...at Swensen's!

late supper at Swensen's..wat else can be more heavenly..

hahaha...

the 3 stoogers was wacky as usual ! not forgetting Roz&Sheeraz..

giler la kiter dat day..and we had lots of pics taken...

or ezit lots of the 3 stoogers' pixs...

hear,see,talk no evil..!

cool!

2007-11-02T15:11:00.000+08:00

well ...today its like raining to the MAX!!
if i got a chance to sleep ...it be Heaven man!!
but too bad i got stuff to do...

haiz!!! no peace...
oh ya juz now..was watching some malaysian news...
and something caught my attention...
it was about the killing of dolphines in Japan...
ya the country of the rising Sun...
its not abt killing hundreds but thousands!
just because its the dolphine hunting season..
got such thing ezit?
all that i know is that there is deer n rabbit season..in the U.S ..i think..
the Japs are killing those cute dolphines for food...wat the hell!!! Inhuman to the max!!
food like sushi...but i like sushi..but i dont eat dolphines..only eat fish like salmon...
looking at the news of how the Japs kill those animals is totally cruel...
the safe animal organisation thingie couldnt stop them as they have been killing these creatures for centuries...
i just hate these kinda of thing...
the last time was killing exotic animals then comes to local household pets like cats n dogs...
and at Antartica there was such a sport of killing baby seals on the head...bashing them as if they were golf balls...after these what next??
damn those idiots who kills animals...!!
what is happening to these shitty world...???
isnt there any love for these creatures that share the same land we are living in...?

2007-10-30T11:43:00.000+08:00

Kinda bored n freaking cold in class...damn it is like raining very heavily rite now...
rite now just thinking of some stuff that came to my mind...

PLAYERZ....
do you think they change for the better?
i mean like guys who call themselves Players..play around with girls...
i dont know and i dont want to judge others...
but to my opinion..these Players totally suck big time...playing around with lots of girls' feeling and breaking their lil' hearts wif their actions n words...
take these example...not that im pointing fingers at anyone...
wat if ur boyfren used to be those one of the so-called Players?
would u trust him even though he use to treat girls like dirt or so call their Toys?
would u love him for who he is even though u knew he use to sleep around..?
hmmmm...i wonder...
For me if my bf used to fall in that catergory, i would give him a chance...
u love that somebody for who they are and not wat they did in the past...accepting their past..and they are willing to change for the better...one chance only...
if he still wanna play around then adios amigo!

then take another example...
wat if u fall in love wif a guy but after some time u found out that he's a player...?
would u still go out wif him and call him?eventhough like u guys had tonnes of fun at every outing...
i dont know ah...coz i got a fren who is in love wif a player..but she doesnt kow it...
well..i also used to date a Player...no regrets on that
wat is their purpose???
i wonder...

2007-10-29T10:48:00.000+08:00

lack of beauty sleep...
ma body arching all over...
brain not functioning well enough..
haiz!! (>_<)

I'm still waiting for his call...
I'm still waiting to meet up wif him...
should i be angry at him for not calling me before going overseas...
i don't know...
the feeling is totally mixed up...

arrrrggghhh!!!
I'm working later...yesterday skip work...got a really bad headache..
damn it! i got no life...my life is go to skul followed by work after that...the same routine every damn day...
friday...was official off day for skul..
yahoo!!!
but still got to work at Coffee Club...i'm working wif Khalid...closing that nite...
seriously speaking its capital B-oring!!
operation wise it was straight-forward...but the people wasn't that fun as the peeps at McCafe..

well on Saturday nite..i did closing wif azri,hakim, khai & roz at cafe...
havoc like hell seh...it was Halloween nite...the 3 buggers were like singing n dancing their hearts out..they had fun for sure..and so did us..me n roz...we were laughing our guts out capturing their dancing act....well u guys know how to have fun...
i always had fun working with the 3 of them...everytime is a different mischieve...
crazy shit!! i'll upload the video soon..when i got the time...
got to chao now!!

baby...im still waiting for that phone call from u..

2007-10-24T13:11:00.000+08:00

cant decide on whether to work at coffee club or not?
really shuxz!well..though the pay isn't that much but i enjoy working there...
haiz!!!
next few weeks..will be like buzy...buzy bee..with the filming stuff,script writing,finding of actor n actress..not forgetting working...im damn tired..last nite work till closing..came back at around 230am...slept at 3pluz...
tired to call that someone but he was asleep..didn't received any calls or msgs from him...
shagged to the max..arrrrgggggghhh!!
working like everyday seh..no life B****!!

freak seh...!!! when is all these stupid misery gonna end...???when will i that lil' happiness that i dying to have..???wif my so-call "ghost" boyfren who is having a f***ing hard time managing time for me..and wif my frens...
i do have fun wif the peeps at skul..but where's the ultimate fun in life...?sickening ah...i have to work to freaking kill time can...but when i have all the time to spare,no one is there to spend it wif me....cibaikaninextnabui.....
sori im like cursing too much today...coz im sibei pissed off...!!!
its totally unfair..other people can find time to spare, to enjoy and have fun...
but not me...
f*** life!
i dont give a freaking damn anymore...!

2007-10-23T11:18:00.000+08:00

These semester is gonna b a rough one.gonna start on filming soon.at the same time doing flash animation.freak seh! but the cool thing is,i got only 4 days of skul..friday got no classes...yahoooo!
Stuff been rough diz few days..its not that i want to complaint abt it but its just rough.
i got the flu attack again..its juz damn irritating..hate being sick..got work like everyday..dont wanna be a nag but im the one who wants to do it..
if i dont work,i'll be having too much free time but i cant spend my time wif bf coz he's working his ass off...shucks!!!
so might as well i work..im starting work soon at coffee club too..but im working with Khalid...no way in hell im working in the same outlet as my bf...also got another offer from Amiran's Cafe..but i have to put it on hold..
im gonna miss working at mc,those crazy people..the crazie times we had..the stupid jokes..haiz!gonna miz them...
besides everything else im juz bored wif everything...there's like no fun..same schedule every damn day...hmmmmm...shit seh...
gonna work on the film script soon...its like due nxt week...

2007-10-06T15:30:00.000+08:00

Rite now..i feel really lost..not sure if watever im doing is right or wrong...puzzled abt everything..i feel so useless and hopeless..
i have someone who i call boyfren but he's like not there...i have no idea who the one changing..me or him...is it wrong for me to kill time wif my fren,have fun rather than feel sad that i have no one to talk wif..during my free time when he's at work...?i wonder...i feel sad deep down inside seeing others go out happily spending time wif their loveones...
coz i know deep down,he is working hard to support himself n for his future...who am i to disagree to whatever he's doing is..im nobody...not his wife...im invisible...
im just plain lost...

i hate my life...my house is more like hell rather than home sweet home...
im not a superwomen who can save the world..
im not catwomen who is independent..
i am myself..a girl who is longing for a lil attention n love from someone who she call darling,her baby,her love and life..who is dependent on him..
is it wrong to just crave for attention?
at times i wonder if the love i gave him is enough...

2007-09-20T16:29:00.000+08:00

This whole week is SUPER hectic!!!
Work never seems to end..more pressure added.Been working morning shift diz week and its freaking tiring.its like after sahur,take a nap and off u go to work.simply T.I.R.E.D! Boyfriend also been working hard.superman la dia!
today..its baby n my off day..supposedly on Saturday but i changed it 2 today.hoping to go out with Darling baby but he haven't return any of my calls.bet he was tired from last nite hard work..he was working full shift.
if not today,we be going to VivoCity..breaking fast at fig&olive.and jln2 after dat.
its been so long since we go out for dinner juz the two of us.
well..all that i know is i missed the old times of us going dinner n supper.and miz having tonnes of fun wif Mr.B ..
Been arguing alot for the couple of mths back over the tiniest topic..I had been too over sensitive over these types of stuff..im scared n i think Mr.B is too..scared of hurting the other person n also ur own self.scared of losing the person u love so much.scared of history repeating itself.and scared of not fulfilling promises.
Both of us are hurt deep in the heart.healing a broken heart is the hardest thing to do.but im trying my best to heal his heart rather than mine.
sometimes i wonder if the situation rite now really is the best solution for the future.will it bring happiness in the future? im trusting Mr.B on diz...lil sacrifice will do us good..hopefully..
enuf of playing around...not in my book anymore..
just hope baby wakes up for buka..then can talk wif him..
well I'm tired myself..tired from all the work n argument..enuf is enuf..

2007-09-14T12:44:00.000+08:00

Selamat Berpuasa kepada semua umat Islam di seluruh dunia!
harap puasa tahun ini lebih sempurna dari yg tahun lepas.
Insya-Allah.

today is just the 2nd day of the fasting month.ok la,not bad..
its rainning heavily here..i wonder how im going to work.lazy to bring umbrella.
hmmm...
latest updates..i cut my hair freaking short,highlights at the front..
its a new look..but sometimes i kinda miss my long hair..nevermind hair will grow back,just takes time..same goes for wounds,takes time to heal broken hearts.
well,holiday have juz begun..1 whole month to work.exam just ended yesterday.hapi!
after skul re-open it is going to be projects all the way.no more test.juz projects!
Mr. b also just finish his projects..tiring for him to work n skul at the same time..kesian dia..

Working at 3 later.i better get ready.or else i'll be late..
waiting for the next day that i'll mit him..
mizz that Mr. B of mine..

2007-08-21T12:19:00.000+08:00

im in the blogging zone...well,im a lil sick today...slight cold...other then dat everything is Ok..
not everyone is here...Lin & Wan not here...shark is in his own world same goes for the rest...
Most probabaly meeting Baby later...for a while...
that's cool...he is getting irritating by each day..get on the nerve but i love him..

well...not everyone can have all the pleasure in life...go out everyday wif their loveone's...have the convenience of going around in ur own car/bike...going for romantic holiday...or wat so ever....i dont get the luxury of all that...same goes to my darling....but having him in my life is just a gem among the torns...
but sometimes i do get jealous of others...

but all the riches in the world cant replace my love for him...

2007-08-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

*damn people can u just cool it off!

Had a few of bad days of work these few days...like hell man at work!!!
my pay is not enuf...stupid manager mess around wif others cash..its like very havoc at work,mainly bcoz of the management..so they juz suxs!

friday was crazie..!! Azri n Hakim got sabo by Bob...coz its like their belated bday...hahaha...giler seh...they got sabotage wif watever we can find in the freaking cafe...eee...they all smell horrible seh...
After that..sheeraz me shikin azri hakim went to Newton for supper...

saturday...lagi giler!!went to play pool wif hafiz,Das,khai...bunch of jokers seh...as usual they enjoy irritating people especially khai...freaking bugger ah him sometimes..but they gerek...my baby joined us after he finished work that day...hahahaha...yeah!! he win to das n khai...! me,pool...i think i need alot of practise...i lost that day..bohohohoho...after dat me n baby spent our time together...

its been sometimes since we last spent quality time wif each other...due to our schedule...work n skul...sometimes i wish i had a day wif him...just us...talking under the moon n star...in each others arms...haiz!! but the situation is just too bz..recently we mit up once in a while...either before his skul hours or if he finishes work early...coz of this,we can juz get into an arguement...but the least we can do is juz mit up once in a while...

2007-08-12T21:31:00.000+08:00

wake up kitty!!

diz lil kitty realli is a sleaping beauty..!
diz for u leen...heheeh...cute giler

2007-07-31T03:35:00.000+08:00

im only juz done with the ETP project.STUPID editing shit seh!
i hate projects...no wait! i dont hate projects,i enjoy doing project but only hate it when people dont co-operate wif me...
time check! its hmmmm...nearly 4am..damn seh..!

well...sunday..date is 29/07/07..
i had a lovely evening wif MrB..though i was such a spoiler in the morning..
its like our 7months anniversary..and for all the previous months back, we didnt actually go out or watever the rest of other couples did every mth on their anni.
so..that day was special ah...kinda the 1st time we celebrate..
we went for snack & dessert at coffee club..had sandwich 1st...followed by dessert..yum yum!! mud pie & cheesecake...sedap ah mudpie!!pity me...but i got to taste...
after that went to the Cathy...watched "Knocked up"..."funny" show seh!i really laughed my hearts out...so did MrB...
That whole time it was HIS treat...its sweet seh!!! i really enjoyed myself wif him that day...sometimes i wonder,is my life gonna be the same w/o him around to make me smile n feel irritated...but in the same time HAPPY... i dont know...dont know wat i'll do w/o him...it seems that now im more happier n crazier hanging out wif him than my frens...coz we got to talk...hmmm...debate alot abt stuff...n like dat we get to know each other better..
each day that i dont meet or msg me him,i felt that d day is draggy n slow...
he is my comfort zone..
he's my joker
he's my guardian angel...
he's my love..my baby..

*we took diz pix months back...love diz pix!!but i hate how i look..
got double chin seh....hmmmmmmmm...

now i think he's kinda mad wif me...
well IM KINDA MAD WIF MYSELF!!
i kinda shout at him coz im kinda very fucking stress abt the ETP shit...
im the 1 doing till like 4am n i need to submit later in the morning..
funny...nah..not even funny...shark still got the cheeck to say that to tell teacher giving an excuse that the project is wif Wan who is going Japan later also...like fuck rite...excuse after excuse...who would believe that...hate it seh...! due to dat my baby is mad wif me...im really hopeless..cant even handle my temper!!im sori hubby...
not to mention im getting sick!! argghhh!!!
dont even know if i want to sleep now...

i just hate it seh...why must i be the one putting efforts for the projects and the rest can enjoy?? though some of them a trying hard to help me..y i bother?? coz i want that stupid cert at the end of the day....
well..its almost 430am..might as well try get some shut eye...
life just goes on....

2007-07-25T14:11:00.000+08:00

Argh...!!! im in my groggy zone...!!
feeling a bit of edgy...like a live wire going to snap...
hmmmmm....groggy gerl..!!!
its rainning again today..cold seh..I think im getting a cold
well...rite now im totally a bit broke...got no $$$$...
only getting my pay next week...friday seh...grrr..lamer siol..!
today is Bernard's bday!happy bday bernard!!!
this coming sunday is Leen's bday....hahaha...big gerl already...
hmmm....happy happy k...

well...im getting bored with this skin...tot of changing everything...even deleting the long previous entry...to me, its hurting reading those previous entry that has old memories n dreams which i share with he who i shouldnt name....all the dreams n promises...i want to start a fresh...
juz got no time to do...

well...i dont know why i snap at MrB in the morning...maybe coz he came home from skul late n didnt picked up my call...but i shouldnt b such an idiot rite..?he has been working early everyday n going hm late...so understand la....stupid seh..
sorry B....

Today is such a stupid day for me...
i reformat my mp4 w/o thinking....n *phuff* EVERYTHING inside Every documents & songs & pics are GOONNNEEE!!!!
arghhhhhhh...!bingit seh...!how stupid of me, reformating w/o transferring file to pc..arghhh..!!all my fav. songs are gone!!
just ask B to help me download songs again...today he got jamming at 11-2am...and tomoro start werk at 7am....haiz!!he thinks that he is strong...well...up to him la..
me,i got no plans today...!wan n shark not in skul..irfan dont know wat plans he has..hmmm...entah la...maybe just pick B up from werk n send him to simei,marc's place...maybe i juz do that,i think...

well....got to go do stuff...I MIzZ HIM..!!!

2007-07-24T11:20:00.000+08:00

Arghhhh...!!!! its so freaking cold to the MAX..!
the place i call Home is not safe anymore due to some reasons...shit..!
never gonna leave my private stuff at home anymore...

hmmmmm...now in James's class...doing some internet stuffie...ahak!
Today is MrB.'s 1st day...for skul....!!!rite now,i think he's working..just met him yesterday...picked him up from work...he's doing well at work...im so happy that he enjoy working..hehehe...abt us...hmmmm....let me think...we are doing VERY fine n good..!! enjoying each other company...he's been great ah..

arghhh...!!! the guys at skul are doing all type of weird stuff...giler ah dorg...pokemon& transformer singapore version n stuff...
gtg...lunch time..!!!!

2007-07-20T11:36:00.000+08:00

im feeling lost!
hopeless,weird!
im always hurting MrB!
im totally a sucky gf..!
stupid...
arghhh...!!
still got work later..!sick seh..!
Is these another test from GOD...??!!
when will end??when will i really see a smile on MrB's face...??
im such a failure..!!!

2007-07-17T00:54:00.001+08:00

I hate my life!
cant sleep rite abt now..but still need to wake up damn early later...haiz!!
projects!!and more projects!!!
going downhill...ya!
Life is totally going downhill wif the family...
haiz!!abused mentally n physically...arghhh!!!
cant take anymore of these bullshit!
everyone has their limits...and my patience is running out!!

Later in the morning still got ETP projects to hand in..not much done...well!fuck it..if no one cant be bothered y should i...they digging their own grave...definately digging my own grave soon...wouldnt be long ah...
how much more pain can i take...???i have freaking no idea!!!
fucklife~

2007-07-12T14:50:00.000+08:00

Some people juz dont listen..even after you tell them over and over again!
Its frustrating you know..and they kinda like a fly, bugging u all the way...
my group juz got into trouble again! We didnt have any script to do our performance due to that,its postpone nxt week...must come up with a good show..talkshow,roadshow and watsoever la...every did bit by bit..give ideas or so..some of the fella help and know their stuff..but some juz arghhh buat tak tau n juz do their own stuff...thanks to Wan,he's not here..and everything is juz trash i say...no organising n stuff like dat...but we got to learnt and use new gadget...got to use the CANON latest camera &video stuff..cool shit seh...but those who didnt come rugi la dorg..
its irritating seh....

haiz!people nowadays..oh ya Baby sick today but he still went to work...hope he's ok.. charlo..got nxt class to attend..new teacher i heard..

2007-07-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...Didn't actually went to school today so I got no idea wats going on at skul..But the freaky thing is that got project presentation later in the morning...got no idea how my group gonna make it diz time round...
Hey guys & ladies!we all better buck up...!not 1st sem any more...we are graduating soon....good grades people...
For our own future..

Well...i kinda skip skul today rite...went to meet up Mr B for breakfast,his treat..bought his new shoes for work which is so much comfy,he said...and sent him to work..ohh...forgot to mention..he is now workin at m.w ..he is also starting skul soon..so not much of seeing him once he starts skul n stuff..

Like I mentioned on the last entry...i totally regret my actions towards MrB..its juz not fair for him...im wrong abt everything that i've been doing...i want to change for the better...
Like some1 very dearest to me told me,"If u really Love that person,u will do it naturally"..
Thanks to him...every word of bitterness that came out of his mouth,is a painful lesson for me to learn n absorb...
like people say that dont make promises if u dont meant them...i wouldnt make any promises,juz asking my dearest to see the changes himself...n trust again

enough of sheading tears for the mistakes u did...
enough of saying too much of 'sorries' girlfren...
lets show baby that wat i said i really meant it...only time will tell...

well..knocking out now...zzzzzZZZZZZZzzzzz

2007-07-10T11:49:00.000+08:00

HATE MYSELF...!
regret watever i have done to hurt my dearest...he dont deserve the
suffering that i put upon him...its not fair for him...he have his own problems,why am i being an idiotic gerlfren to just add on to his probs....
i regret....i feel so stupid...i cant even think straight...
baby,im so damn sorry....! i cant forgive myself for the hurt i cause upon u...
just cant forgive myself....so i dont expect u to forgive me....

2007-07-04T11:46:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I had the craziest & happiest day of my life...I got to spend the whole day wif My Baby ....!! We met up after Mr.B settled doing his stuffie... he had these gloomy face when we met up...kecian dia...he really been through alot of shit these past few months...he's been strong for what i knew ah...crazie guy...
For the longest time,for the past few months...yesterday i really got to see the real him again..the man that i fall in love wif...seeing his face full of joy...n seeing his smile again...i felt like i just fall in love wif him again...hehehe

It made me so happy seeing him the way he is again...his true self...not someone who is all gloomy n like he had a storm on top of his head... and for as long that im wif him...yesterday i hugged & kissed him like the most of time than i ever have...felt like i dont want to let him go....
sitting at pasir ris park & just talking...its been some times since we relax and talk under the moonlight & stars...
seriously talking...i had so much fun! talking,smiling,hugging,disturbing him the whole time....and he says that i was all girlie the whole time....hmmmmmm.....really?
nah...dont think so....hehehehehe

baby dearest...for all that had happen for the past few months back,we had gone through it....together...supporting each other...for watever that happen yesterday , we will get tru it...you can do it dear...all you have to do is to work hard & also focuse on your studies k...i'll be supporting you at the back...trully....

well i need to get ready PRONTO...meeting up wif dearest coz he got an interview later at 2....chao

2007-07-03T11:59:00.000+08:00

waiting for baby to call...then meeting him...
tot of meetin him at woodlands pick him up from home...but donno he havent reply my msgs...
oh well...maybe just go there ah...easier...
should go out of the house soon...got a lot of off days these week...yeah!
pay coming in...did my atm card already...
ok....the you know who start blabberring.....shit!
cant stand it...going out already ...meeting baby...

2007-06-28T15:23:00.000+08:00

Today's my off day...! well...its not all great abt it...
I dont think im going out coz.firstly im broke for diz week.secondly my baby is working.He still at work now i think...hehee...
Today's the 28th...TRANSFORMER is now showing in the cinema...well,cool abt it...
Im still going to watch it wif my baby...
next week...
and also feel like going to Sentosa like the old time..
snoozing in the sun & sun-tanning..relax lay back..
oooo...i can imagine that now...wakakaka..!
hmmm...the prob is i have work..haiz!!!

well...im just bored at home wif my 2 kitties...they asleep...
everyone is out in the afternoon except mua...hahaha...
just me...being a good gal today stayin at home...hahahak...
ya rite...since when i am a good gal...hmmm...
just waiting for my dearest to call me after he finish work..
maybe we meet up...if im not wrong he got jamming sessions tonite..
im not sure myself..

well...im too lazy to type now juz wanna lay back catch a nap or so..
oh ya and wait for a kol from Dearest...

2007-06-22T22:28:00.000+08:00

It's been some time since my last entry.Oh well..its the holidays now!
3 freaking weeks! skul opens on 9th July...hahahaha...yeah!I juz came back from slacking wif nizam & shark for a while..that is I'm from work..MrB doing some Xtra hours at work..hmmm....well...things are OK lah these few days..not say that no bad stuff is happening that is..there is ah but we manage..me & MrB that is..
oh ya!now i feel like i mizz SSsskkuuLLL...dont know why...coz maybe work is BORING!HAHAHA...
im doing the usual....listening to some tunes...music...here n there..
i feel like something is missing ah.maybe its Irfan?he's been away for a week tO DuBAI...maybe...hmmm...hungry?quite lapar...oh...my dearest lom kol...hmmm...kecian dia..
well...to tell the truth..things are getting better...no nonsense excuses anymore..miting up whenever we can...all those regular stuff we haven't been doing for months.it's better la..things gets better each day,like people say..maybe its a change of the weather...good ones n bad...im treasuring these days..alot that is.feel more love n secured..
that suppose to be a good sign rite...

2007-06-07T02:30:00.000+08:00

It's been some times now.I've been bz with skul & work...exhausting..
well...too bz till i forgot my fwens'bday..Zhaf,Zam&Wan...HaPI BeLaATEd BdaE!

It's soon to be the Holidays...exams are near..but its cool ah...been doing too much projects..giving me headaches.shit seh!well..the crew not in class yet..confirm they over-slept..hahahaha..

Hmmm...I have been doing a lot of thinking...
Sometimes i feel that im been taken for granted..by people..argh!!donno ah...
Like as if im an EASY prey to prey on..
People would just get nasty wif me and play around in my head...playing around with my feelings..dont they just think wat they say..i maybe smilling on the outside,people may see me always being hapi n bubbly...but do they know wat going on inside of me..for instance..the words that my "bestfren" said to me..without thinkin,really affect me...that's backstabbing..!
im over with her...well this cough really is killing me inside..its been like a few weeks already i have been coughin..

Maybe.. juz maybe..
people would think about wat they say next time..coz it maybe hurting the other party..Hmmm.... people and their mouth..* Haiz! *

Oh ya.. well... I had a Kecoh-rable day yesterday!!
Let's think positive for once.. I had an arguement wif Mr B.
arguement suxs...!so is insecurities & DOUBTs..hate them all...
hmmm....donno la...
well.. i went out wif rem...yesterday...its been quite a while since we hung out together..the last time we met was months ago..coincidently it was rem's bday...!
shopping & had dinner..at GELARE...a suprise treat from me...we had waffles & junkies..hahaha...credits to the Gelare's staff there...thanks dude..! the dude wrote 'HAPPY BDAY' at rem's waffles...hahahahaha.!shock to the max ah that crazie ass
terkejut beruk rem kene ngan aku...totally didnt expect a suprise from me...well that's the least of suprises i can do for a fren...
after dinner,its back to window shopping and arcade...we had fun!

maybe having fun & spending to much time wif my fren...
careless me forgot to msg MrB..HAIZ!
got into another arguement again this mornin...it seems that nothing im doing is right..i just donno know who i am anymore..that's how i feel sometimes...
people may see me happy and bubbly all the time..but you'll never know how i feel inside..im also human ok..got feelings!

2007-05-25T03:24:00.000+08:00

hmmmm...
im lost...stony mood rite now....
tired...not enough sleep...crazy feeling in my stomach...
i think im having a tummy ache...grrrr....
oh ya...mr B. juz called....he's having a job interview later....
pray that he get the job...gd luck baby..
from the look of it...things are clearing up...
i think that should be good...rite?
hmmmm..though there's few misunderstanding here n there...
well thats normal...
*shugs*
i got to go to work later after skul...grrrr....
lazy like hell seh...
haiz!
hmm...the class is crazy today..
we doing this video editing project today...cool ah...same format as photoshop..
best seh....oh ya winnie...winnie quah is nagging all the time...
lol! she's cute la...caring in other words...
wat else ah...
today is the 24th rite...
the premier of PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN 3..Cool!
and today is also darls LIZZIE's bdae...HAppy BDAE gerlfren...!!!
miz that gerl...not onli her...but alot of other peeps out there...
you guys know who u are...we'll mit up one of these days k....
mizz u guys...

2007-05-24T03:00:00.000+08:00

__dear Life__
by anthony hamilton

Oh my babe
Oh my love
Ooooh
Early was the morn, flowers filled with dew
I became somebody through loving you
Softly as a child, born in natural rain
I predict the seasons to go unchanged

Sometimes in life you run across a love unknown
Without a reason it seems like you belong
Hold on dear life
Don't go off running from what's due
I became somebody through loving you

Warm was the sun
That covered my body so
Reminding me of you as I'd first known
Those were the days
The days that changed my life
That made me knew
I became somebody through loving you

Sometimes in life you run across a love unknown
Without a reason it feels like you belong
Hold on dear life
Don't go off running from what's due
I became somebody through loving you

As the sun shines down on me
I know with you in love is where I want to be
Oh sometimes I go on through life thinking
That love is something that's not meant for me
Woah, somebody, somebody

Hold on dear life
Don't go off running from what's due
I became somebody through loving you
I became somebody through loving you
I became somebody through loving you
oooh

2007-05-24T02:38:00.000+08:00

Life been tough this few days...
a lot of challenges to go tru,
both pysically and mentally..
sometimes i feel like giving up,
and felt that everything is falling down on my shoulders..
but thinking of the facts of life;
who doesn't have probs...

i make a promise...
that i'll never give up hope living and loving the man i call LOVER,
I got to do these,i got to be strong..
being strong for the both of us;
keeping the flame of love burning.

thinking abt how i gonna do without him
in my life;
its totally unthinkable..
feeling out of place n out of time..
i maybe lonely sometimes;
i may say that im ok but actually im not...
coz i know that he's there in my heart;
loving me all the time..
the love he have for me; got no words to describe it..
im dying here baby..
im missing u like crazy..
thats the truth for real...

dear life,
stop being cruel...
let me be save and sound with him by my side..

2007-05-14T07:01:00.000+08:00

Like i've said on my previous entry,
im just PLAIN UNLUCKY!!
nothing that i do is correct...
wat did i do wrong to deserve this plain luck

no one will understand how i felt..
the pain inside of me..
how hurting it can get..

well..
people says that being patient towards someone pays off
but sometimes i really disagree on that statement..
not all efforts is paid of that way you want it to be

wat wrong have i done these time?
that i am punished in these way
left alone and no news received
no way of getting tru u...
am i not worth your LOVE..?
not worth loving...???

you losing yourself gerlfren....

2007-05-11T01:33:00.000+08:00

For all bad stuff that had happened to me,
let it be...
im just Un-lucky to have such fate..
people misjudged me and wat so ever more..
i give up on life...
dont care abt my future..!
people always think im the only one bad,
the black sheep of the family...
well,let them think that way...
wat they dont know its that there are others much worst then me....
it doesnt kill wat they dont know rite...
For now its juz me & my own decision...
my decision not theirs..!
they are such oldies minded...kampung minded!
come on its 2007 already! not 1960s..!
well watever already...

buzzing off!

2007-05-10T02:00:00.000+08:00

Lovely mornin people...
well...im stoning away...not enough Beauty sleep babe...
had a long day yesterday...wif skul...and had my 'drumming time' at Bella...
gerek...soon to be a drummer...hahahaha...
ya rite like as if..!hehehe ;p
hmmm...now got new project...recording shit...about some radio show that is...
cool ah...we doing an interview abt Local bands in S'pore...

let's see...hmmmm...
80% of the Bella crew think im LINA aka PLuggy...Wan's ex gerlfren...hahahaha...
they say we look the same...also the personality...
i wonder...hahaha
i never met her b4 but pernah talk n chat wif her...cool chick ah...im like the junior version of her...hahaha...well im cool wif people thinking im her,its been like a mistaken id..hahaha..happening shit...PLuggy JR...crazzie seh....

oh ya...to those who wrote nonsense on my chat box..
so plz have some respect....

k la got to get going wif the recording stuff...
today Psycho is having his 2nd prac...gd luck to him...
tomoro Mr B rtt...gd luck to u also...
after skul will be no plan AGAIN i think....
let me think...hmmmmmm....
if im not wrong today is my step dad's bdae... mum ask me to come home early..maybe going out for dinner that is...hmmmm...i dont know la...c how it goes today...

2007-05-08T14:35:00.000+08:00

thanks "best fren" you realli 'made' my day a 'good' one...!!
next time u see me,dont even bother saying im your best fren...
for all the time i have been there for you through ur hardship...
you're never there for me...
so i tot,frens are supposed to b there for 1 another..
but u came not even once...
wat a fren u are...
all these years we been like sisters...
now u threw me away like im a garbage...
thanks!

To the B.L.C peeps @ skul. u guys rox every day!!!
love u guys...

2007-05-06T14:24:00.000+08:00

*grrr

today was a 'smooth' goin day...
work was fine.the peeps there are really goin craziee!
hahaha...coool la,they really 1 bunch of JOKERZ...but i felt a lil' tired i guess...hahaha
oh ya right now,KECIK=my smaller baby kittie,is snoozing in front of the computer...
so cute seh dia...konon nyer temankan the missy here to blog..hehehe..
krazie cat....
after work went out wif my buddy, aiz...juz slackin around town coz he wants to survey some stuff..says that he wants a wardrobe change...hahaha...biol la dia!
he's really a joker to the max!almost trip n fall on his face when he was tellin me 1 of his stupid joke...pandan muke,lain kali jgn buat lawak nanti kene ketawakan!!

LOL!!

hmmm....guess i should juz knock of la,tomoro workin @ 11am...
its been a long day n seein diz cutie pie infront of me snoozin make me wanna catch some zzzzzz...

2007-05-04T02:33:00.000+08:00

My Heart is out to Farhana.
gerl..hope u have a speedy recovery..
we're praying for you hard...
come back to your LOVE ones..

Im so sad...sad for those who come across misfortune...
lately alot of bad news came to me wif no warning!
Last nite receive a call from Yana...saying that her cuzz,Fana is in ICU...
i was pretty shocked...it all came to me in a sudden...
we gerls,me Yana & Fana used to hung out alot last time but due to our bz schedule we rarely meet up now...after so long wif no news these mishaps came suddenly...
Fana got into a bike accident wif a BUZ,she's the rider....now in ICU @ NUH...
now all we can do is just pray hard for her...
til then we have to wait for further news..!
Hang in there girlfren,u have to make it through the surgery

k,la..gonna do 2nd recording...lot of work...

where have u disappear to B?

2007-05-03T03:35:00.000+08:00

Fuyooo....
we finally finished the recording...
not that nice though..ending of the comercial is pweety disappointing...
ya upset abt the recording,didnt go as smooth as we tot it did..
i dont like the way it go..
i'll update the recording soon..when im not lazy
*haiz!*

today im actually dragging myself to skul...
haiz! its RAINING like crazie just now in the mornin...
so LAZY to wake up...maybe datz y im dragging myself to skul...
its really boring...
i just wish there is a cure to kill my BOREDOM !!
hahaha....! Like as if!
the whole crew is here today...all so crazie listening to each others crap joke..thats us la..later going to lunch then its ETP class...finishing early today ah..but not sure wat to do after skul...im not sure if i am myself today or not coz i feel that 'something' is missing!
juz cant figure it out...

Abt yesterday, the same thing goes coz no mood to blog...
well.. alot of stuff happened...

Here's to my brothers, Khai & Fadli
...bro sorry to hear the bad news abt ur grandma & grandpa yesterday..
it must be hard on you guys but be strong! ur frens will always be there for you whenever u need them..Ni semua dugaan dari yg MAHA ESA kerna DIA la lebih PENGASIH lagi PENYAYANG...so bare with it k...

To Mr B, Nizam & Bone....
happy belated bdays you guys!! hope u guyz had a great day yesterday...!!
all the best in mere future with your future wishes!!

Mr B, sorry if i said anything offensive to u
on the eve of your bdae,i didnt mean it..really do...!
i hope u had an enjoyable day yesterday...
waiting for the next time we going out together...!
miz u....

In Life everything that is to happen is unpredictable,
we just have to live it to the fullest..
no matter how difficult the problem we face,
there's always a solution..
no matter how sad we are,
there's always someone or something that can put a =) on our face..
so have patience & faith for watever GOD have install for us in the future...
-unknown-

2007-05-01T16:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY MR B!!

ps:no mood to blog,too tired!had a long day just now...

2007-04-30T14:31:00.000+08:00

Im so happy!!!
Even though im equally DEAD tired from work & activities...
but watever...its not as if i carry stuff at work or something like that...
its just the mentally tired thingie..im ok though..hehehe...
my tired-ness couldnt be commpared to those guys including Mr B himself carry those HEAVY stuffie...during the moving of house and stuff like that...
its ok guys,u did a good job..!deserve a break!!
dont push yourself to hard Mr B..think of ur body shouting"I NEED A BREAK...!"
hehehe...

i went to Kak Nisa engagement juz now aite..couldnt even recognise her...
its just not her to put compact powder n stuff like that till i cant recognise her....weird for me seeing her soo PRETTY and all doll up...she's so cute seh...
"like Siti nurdiana or not?"she said...i just smile...
i am soo happy for her that the day she's been waiting for has finally arrived...
now she has to wait for her BIG day...next year MARCH if im not wrong...
coutdown till that date k siz...

wow!! time really flies soo fast without you noticing it and then *phooff*
its your engagement day and next its ur wedding day and then you got a family of your own already...it felt juz like yesterday dat she and me were trainning cadets at the ESS parade square...now she's all doll up...soon to start a family...
hahaha..told you already Kak,you're the 1st getting married not me ..hahaha...me,hmmm....a long time to go...i'll be seeing you on the Pelamin 1st wif ur future hubby...khehehehe...
well..here it is...pweety rite....

B. thanks for remembering tha date...really sweet & thoughtful of u...
these lil' missy really miss u lots & tons...2 more days ya...counting down...
you gonna love it...hehehe....muacks...take care!!

gonna catch some zZzZzZzZzZzZz.....

2007-04-29T14:47:00.000+08:00

haiz...!very tired seh...just came back from werk...
actually from watching MAN UTD match @ work place...wif budak keje YES,YES,YES!
Man u won by 4 goals!! Everton 2....hahaha...!LOVE the 3rd goal from Rooney....wonderful siao!!!last goal from Eagles also wasnt that bad either....
ALL THE WAY MAN U!!!

but still very tired...!! having the Flu still...haiz!!!tomoro kak nisa engagement....werking early @ 8am...MR B also moving to Woodlands...sorry have moved to Woodlands...hmmmm....surely he got lots of stuff to do...kecian dia..!but i know HE is very strong...well..wat to say X worker of AIRPORT cargo...hehehehe....!jahat seh aku....!hmmmm...actually im missing him alot ah...dont know y...pelik seh...but watever..i still miss him...take care when u carrying those stuffie of yours tau...

oh ya...yesterday..i check my weight & guess wat???I freaking lost 4KG!!! shocking seh!!! previously my weight was 47kg...now its freaking 43kg!!! urghhhh...!! i really need to put on weight...n i mean SERIOUSLY alot!!! eat eat eat like a pig...hehehehe...yucks!!!
i wont want to be THAT fat like a pig seh....but i WILL still want to eat my junk food...hehehe...hmmmm....time to hit the bed or else i wouldnt go to werk...hehehe

Distance wouldnt separate us,
coz our Love is much stronger than that...
for wat i see is u in my mind always...
all the time...
missing you always Mr B MUACKS!!!

2007-04-28T02:31:00.000+08:00

FLU FLU go away,
come again another day...
this lil' missy wants to play,
plz do go away.....

haiz...!!! these stupid flu is really killing my nose...
why cant i juz cut my nose off...hahahaha.... :p
well...watever that happened yesterday was trully unexpected...
y i said that??
i was wif Psycho...having late lunch @ Food Culture century square...
called Mr B's crib but no one answered the call...hehehe...
but then saw him also @ food culture with his Mummy...hohoho...kecoh seh...
didnt expect him to be there too,having his lunch...hehehe...ape tak kecoh,
i thought he was at home bz packing or at woodlands getting the new crib ready...
I was super dooper Happy seh when i saw him even though at 1st i just ignored him...
miss him lots seh...
oh ya...Psycho was like a killing garbage machine...he was super hungry...
let's see wat he ate..hmmm...chicken cutlet,my 1/2 finish chicken rice & ice kacang..
hehehe...tong sampah seh detu...

__tempting ice kacang__

after that went to IKEA...nope...not wif his Mummy but only the 3 of us...Psycho,Mr B & me....mcm budak jakun seh me & psycho...1st time go IKEA...even though its just behind my area...hehehe...stupid seh...well...sempat kiter cam-whorin....

^ 3 monkeys ^ ;p

=the MASTER & his DISCIPLE=

+ fooling around +

Mr B...thanks for the sweeet time we had yesterday...very nice of you...
but i guess i have news for you that on your bday i cant spend time wif u coz of some family outing...i love to be wif you on your special day,really do...but i guess we can make it another time aite?sowwiieee...
i really enjoyed myself wif you every time we meet up...muacks!!
missing you already dear..!

2007-04-27T02:54:00.000+08:00

bohohohoho...!!!! its raining so heavily since early morning....
yucks!!! i got my shoes wet...squishy squishy...!! hehehehe....
wat a day to start wif...the rain...my wet shoes...but worst of all im sick...Flu!!
i hate flu...!! i get wire-sort if i get flu....!!hmmmmmm.....

wat a day...no appetite to eat...no mood to have ciggies....lack of beauty sleep....
shugs!! now its Winnie the Quah class together wif Mr Cement...hahahaha...actually its Clement...hehehe....the two duo....
Dateline for the recording that we are doing rite now is on the 2nd May....lucky can extent....

long day today...class finish @ 4PM...very long indeed...after skul..hmmm...wat plans i have ya...oh not going Bella today...im slacking wif my big bro Psycho....hanging out wif him as usual..at Starbucks i guess...haiz!!! chilling out as usual..
we maybe laughing like crazie people on the outside..but no one will know how much it hurts in the inside...no one will know...psycho,nana & me are all in the same boat...its just us....longing to be wif our love one so much...being in their arms again..hold on you guys..we can get tru this...

weekends is so near....yet no plans...hmmm...except that i know...sat & sunday he is moving to Wood-lands....hahaha...woodlands,the land of the woods...where the mats & minahs hang out...hahaha...no offence...
sunday...my siz ,Nisa's engagement....after dat back to no plan session...haiz!!!
wat the hell is wrong wif me....i just dont know....he's moving..oh no he's moving...
bohohoho....i'll get tru these..

im gonna miss you B...im missin you already for all i know...
i cant stop loving you even if the Time stop running...loving u so much with my heart n soul....
love you so & take care Mr B...hehehe

2007-04-26T07:17:00.000+08:00

:: Ride for You ::

Lately, I’ve been tryin fight whatever’s pulling us under
it’s got a hold and really making me wonder
what it takes to get through
I gotta stick with you, my baby
Baby tell me…
Maybe I’m foolishly overreacting
But being without you I can’t imagine
It’s just to close to the heart
And I won’t stand it if were broken apart

Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together,
Don’t you throw in the towel
I’m keeping my promise to you I got ya back now,
When the chips are down
It seems like it’s so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I’m gonna stay down and ride for you baby

We’ve been cutting it close with the backwards & forwards
It’s rocking the boat; we gotta get control of this
Let's take it back to three years ago
When you said that we could make it through whatever, ever
And to me it sounded like you meant forever, ever
Leaving was not an option, baby, never, never
Now don't you believe in a love that's worth a fight
In you is everything that I'm missing
So give us a chance

Don’t you dare tell me we gotta let it go…
We been on top for too long just to let it go under
I don't wanna hear that
I just can't hear that
and know
wherever you wanna take me
I'll go
I been with you for too long to start over with another
I know that you hear me
Just tell me you hear me

:__You Are My Everything__:

i've been thinking of a way to phrase it
seem to never find the words to say it
but it's true to say
i've been occupied by other things (i've been occupied by other things)
how could i think that you wouldn't notice (you wouldn't notice)
the absence of our closeness
realizing now
i will never let it happen again (again)

now i realize
that you are my everything
and without you here beside me
it's like an angel without it's wings
and now i realize (i realize)
that you are my everything
now i know it
should've shown it
and now i realize that you are my everything

as i sit here contemplating
'bout our love that's slowly fading
so insensitive
didn't hear you calling out for me...(didn't hear you calling out my name..)
if i could change the past i would do
everything to show i appreciate you
open up your heart
let me help you fall in love again
my friend, 'cause now i

now i realize
that you are my everything
and without you here beside me
it's like an angel without it's wings
(now i) and now i realize
that you are my everything
now i know it
should've shown it
and now i realize
that you are my everything

now i realize
that you are my everything
and without you here beside me
it's like an angel without it's wings (like an angel without it's wings)
(and now) and now i realize
that you are my everything (you are everything)
now i know it (now i know it)
shouldve shown it (should've shown it)
and now i realize that you are my everything

now i realize
that you are my everything
(life without you here beside me) and like an angel without it's wings
(oh can't you see that i apologize)
and now i realize that you are my everything
now i know it
should've shown it (your the air that i breathe)
and now i realize (the spirit that lives in my soul)
that you are my everything

2007-04-26T01:15:00.000+08:00

mornin, mornin....hmmm....
today im super early....guess wat??? im the 1st to come to class...hehe...
chill out babe...there's reason y im early to skul....
now waiting for the rest of the team member....Shark Lin Wan are otw to skul....Nad just woke up...haiz!!!

hmmm....me...im editing my photos to friendster....boring seh....
im just feeling so down...for donno wat freaking reasons...after dat im getting back to werk....
talking abt werk...hmmmmmm....maybe im terminated...reasons...coz i MIA for the weekends...stupid tracy..not enuf staff find other beanie...freako...
finding another job asap....

oh ya...guess who talk to me just now in the mornin...??? syafiq...weird...!
he never talk to me before...only on msn...and dat once in blue moon...hehehe...he's ok la but totally not my type....crazy fiq...lin confirm gonna laugh at me if i tell her....

28 & 29....this weekend...he's moving....away from the East...haiz!!!
i can bare with dat rite??? i guess so...distance not a prob..but communication is....

da la...me amigoes need to do some work...adios!

:edited photos:

2007-04-24T01:10:00.000+08:00

mornin babe...hehehe...feeling a lil gorgy n pissed this mornin...
wif home dat is....shugs!! very freakin sleepy seh...didnt sleep well coz of baby Dany crying the whole nite...erggghhh!!!

well...im in skul early...super early seh...Lin otw to skul...
hmmm...now half way tru James' class...half way tru his assignment...haha...n blogging as well...multi-task...hehehe...dont really know if can finish or not...Nad & Wan just came...and we are in 1 group including Lin...so...hmmm..ya i think we maybe can only finish it tomoro...oh ya!! James'had a haircut..hahaha...like SGT at army ...very short kinda army hairstyle....now the class is kinda hectic...everyone is talkin n talkin....poor Sue & Ratna..they not here coz they are sick...asthma & migrain...hmmm....
hope u guys get better....same goes to Mr B...I'll always pray for your good health...

Mr. B thanks for the great & meaningful time that we had the other day...i really appreciate wat u said to me....we'll get thru this together k...we'll get tru watever obstacles that is put to us by God...we can do diz...let's prove others that we are better than them...hehehe..yes indeed!
muaks...!!!

k la...gotta go to next class..that is mr Clement's class...or should i call him..Cement....hehehe...naughty me!!! got to go now!!!bye....

i miss u b

2007-04-20T16:05:00.000+08:00

heya...tiring day....actually sleepy ah...hehehe
yes ah!!! the suprise for Shark & Nizam works...!!
after all...hehehe...but Nizam being nozy...he suspected something...well...eventually everyone is hapi..! :)

*the oreo cake* =merely destroyed...

the 2 monkeys..hahaha..bdae boi!!

well...after the small celeb..just hung out at Bella ...for while...actually quite long ah..hehehe...slack n slack..tgk dorg jam...
i literally just came back...hehehehe...wakakakaka....now i think they playin Battlefield...i think....

tomoro i just another day for me to TAKE OVER THE WORLD!!!quote"pinky n the brain" hahaha..take over the bed to be precise...after i finish some stuffie...hmmm...
chalo beti....

2007-04-20T14:13:00.000+08:00

haiz!!! wat a tiring n super long day today...
hmmm....our customer service teacher is such a....dont know how to describe it....hmmm...how shall i put it...??? ok...she's sporting but yet a lil weird...spoookkiieee seh...!!! btw her name is Ms Slow....hahahaha...funny seh the surname....but she's OK not the type of boring & old teacher....

after skul went to Sim Lim alone....went to buy my new camera charger...n a card reader....cost me$55!!! damn...money again...haiz!!!but at least i got discount..actual price is $70...hehehehe...thanks to the skul uniform...if u know how to bargain...lagi2 if ur a gal...uncle confirm kasi discount nyer...hahahaha...
my luck....

moving on from Sim Lim...wanted to shop for jeans & top...but i cancel...budget babe!!! n wats more got a kol from Naeem...my lil bro...he was warded to hospital dat nun...coz of some fungus growing at his leg...yucks!!! gross sia...n now i think he went for op already...wif his mum by his side...Naeem's mum is just so sweet....sporting la she...gd think he got such sporting mum...not like me...haiz!!! so fortunate....well drop the stupid topic la...

well...tomoro...me & the crew got suprise for Nizam & Shark...an advance bdae celeb...just a small one from the crew...but it will be sweet ah...hehehehe...cant wait to give them a shock...but need to drop by at hospital to check on my lil bro later in the mornin b4 school starts...which is 10am....n class ends at 1pm...
haiz!!!
(-__-)

2007-04-19T02:46:00.000+08:00

im so very HAPPIE....!!!
he really brighten up my day...in the mornin we talk....
just by hearing his voice,make me a happy girl!!!
hahahaha....thanks lots mr.B...!!! your the best...!!! ;)
thanks for the idea....we are improving on it...

oh ya...now we are doing some stuff....on audio & sound production i think....
hehehe....doing an advertisement...diaper ad..."Jolly Diaper"...hahaha
kinda cute...i think....
let me give a intro on the group:

Lin = Powerpoint Designer
Nad = Producer
Wan = Sound Editor/Talent
Shark =Talent boy<-- diz guy is full of talent..hahaha
Me = Effects Designer/Talent

Since we'll be in the group for diz whole module,Wan came up a name for the group...
"MINDS'EYE PRODUCTIONS"....cool...smooth....hahaha....looking forward to see a lot of creative stuff in these module...i'll keep posting about the developement of the projects....Also need the teamwork & coopeeration from others...

btw...wish mr B all the luck he can get during his interview later...you can do it!!! hahaha....hope for a better job & future for him....thanks for brightening up my day by just a call...hearing your voice is gd enuf for me...!!
mish you baby..! got to go...lunchie time...!!!hungry....hahahaha

2007-04-18T02:16:00.000+08:00

here i am sitting in class..on the 2nd day at skul....doing nothin...hahaha...except to blog...check my stuffie...
well...mr james not in class...he got stuff to do so we be free till his next lesson...which is after lunch time...talking abt lunch time...grrrrr...im hungry!!! but now pokai liao...nvr mind...hmmmmm....
not much people in class...sue n gang entah gi aner...nad,dayah & wan not here yet...hmmmm....
nizam is in his random mood...siao!! shark listenin to his demo on the computer..my lil' lin is blog-hopping....hahaha...she says 1 month never touch computer...so she also doing some updates i guess...

me...im basically doing nothin..hmmm...nothin is boring...well...oh ya NUNU is in the same skul as me...from wat i heard but i have not yet see her..alot of new faces in skul ah....new intake....alot of matreps sia...!! ish ish...hahahaha!! mengutuk jer keje aku ni...haha...

oh ya...i cant wait till friday....hehehe...some plans i have made wif some of my frens..n some one....well...take a chill pill girlfren...dont be so hopeful k...
well...cafe 1 is waiting for me...hahahaha! chiao baby...

2007-04-16T04:39:00.000+08:00

here i am again...blogging away....
no plans yet ah...tomoro skul term starts again...mitting the crew n those guys at class..hahahaha...like sue & gang...kc & the gamers...the cabut-ters...n the rest of them....
tomoro will be another ordinary day...same goes as today....listening to nickelback "if everyone care"....touching song....

hmmm....i have nothing much to say today....except that
to the person i really love....i'll keep waiting for you...i'll hold the promise we made strong to keep me going in life
i love u still......

2007-04-13T16:00:00.000+08:00

What a day...^^^!!!
fuyooooo....!!!!!!! i just came back from work...tiring seh today...n kinda bored!!hmmm...dont know la...maybe just expecting a call for days from someone is just too much to ask...dats the reason i was very restless for the past few days...maybe ah...not sure abt that..! well wats more to say...thinking thinking????
oh ya my off day is like on sunday seh then on monday start skul...yeah yeah!!
cant wait to mit the crew at skul...a lot of catching to do...hahahaha...as if...my holiday is like BORING wats there to say....
thats the life of a boring gal...!!!
hmmm...cant wait for a new term to start...a lot of revising to do...so much things to think of...dont know y im soooo xcited to go back to skul...might be that working life sux ah...opppsss!!!except when pay is in...hehehehe ;)
time check
the time is 1am...hmmm...pay is like coming onli next week....bohohohoho

well...then again...tomoro work again n so is the day after...12pm...haiz!!!
not much news from him though...dont know wats going on wif his life....dont even know when he's calling n mitting up again....haiz!!!
i just dont know if i should feel wat im feeling rite now...for the past few days....confuse??lost??angry at him??not love??being played for??or watsoever???!!!
i juz dont know.....y cant an answer just drop from the sky and just help me....
hmmphh...like as if it happens....

2007-04-08T03:15:00.001+08:00

hmmm....when the last time i update...i lost track...
well...even though its holidays,nothing much happen...its just work & more work...come to think of it its SUPER boring...seriously!
yalah...went out a few times...wif Shark & band to Bella...mit Wan & the Bella People...go out wif Mr B. and thats it....me & Mr B. been bz wif work....tooo bz i guess...rite now ...i think he is having rehearsal @ his frens place...
me...here i am blogging & updating my stuffie here & there...a lil bored ah...
time check!
=3.06am sunday mornin.....haiz!!!!!
bz bz bz....!!!! boring....!!! saturday nite,didnt go anywhere.....wif my cat accompany-ing me here by my side....she's a bit kepo...hehehe

a lot of things happen la for the past few weeks...shits & gd stuffie....
like i bought my self an mp4.....& i found a cybershot camera...hehehe...
gerek ah tu....

but the rest of it its just life....
arguements are always there...same goes to misunderstanding & doubts...
thats for sure...confirm abt that ah....haiz!!!

i dont la...all i know its just cant wait for skul to reopEn...
just pray that everything will be alrite...

its my off day tomoro but dont know where to go wif mr B.
haiz!!

2007-03-29T03:01:00.000+08:00

life..haiz!!!
cant say its a bore....hmmm....well finally had my off day....today im just lazy n damn tired....didnt get enough sleep ah....waited for Mr B but i fell asleep n he didnt even kol me...haiz!!!
well...today me & shark are going to Bella..hahaha...mizz dat crazie guy...he's sick when he kol juz now....poor poor thing....hahahaha...maybe meeting irfan also...i think....hahahahaha.....well im just bored dont know wat to update...crazie me...hmmm...lets see wats new in the family...oh ya... i got a new kitten...so cute n chubby seh...i'll update the pic when i have the time....hehehe...wat else eh...i got new pairs of osiris shoes....& soon when i get my pay...maybe getting new ipod or hp...thats only a maybe...budget... need to save up for car license....well...got to go...need to get ready to BELLA!! toodlesssss!

2007-03-19T02:35:00.000+08:00

well..its been some time since the last entry though...
its Sundae morning todae...and i have a gut feeling of not going to work...
coz...work beens so bad for the last few time...sakit hati ah keje...
hmm...wat to do...stupid Tracy...just recruit new beanies...*sigh*

hahahaha...i dont feel like werking but i dont have any plans...hahaha...stupid me...coz my baby werking til 6pm...confirm he'll be freaking tired after work...
Shark recently got pit...band thingie ah..but i didnt go...wondering if the other crew went or not....hmmmmm...the school holidays just started a few days ago...well..heard its til 16 april...wow!!! freaking long vacation...hahaha...just werk n werk for me..i guess so...thats y so bz til got no time to even blog...hahaha....wondering when the next time i'll mit up with the other guys...Wan,maybe he'll be working bz with band thing & also his darling Hallie...Shark...hmmm...im cluesless abt wat diz guy is doing during the vacation...maybe proceeding for his bike thingie n also doing demo for his band...Nad,werking i guess & doing other stuff...Nizam,confirm taking his bike license & working..hahahaha...semangat...Dayah,maybe going out wif her frens or maybe working..i not sure...lastly...save the best for last...Lin,she working herself off just to get enough cash to go KL on the next 2weeks or so...at least thats decent enuf...rite?maybe...

me & Mr B...We are working hard...y? just to have enough to spend on ourself n also save for the rainy days...save as in if we have any prob along the way...get the picture...hehehehe...guess wat i maybe planning something up for his coming bdae...its gonna be sweeeet...hahaha
now guess wat im watching, teenage mutant ninja turtle...cartoon on kids central..hahaha...so childish me...but im soo going to watch the movie showing on the 23rd march...hahahaha...

k la im hungry n wanna eat while watching my fav. cartoon k...got to yaaahhhoooo...chao dude...

2007-03-09T16:11:00.000+08:00

Well...im just pweeetty BORED right abt now...
very bored...there's nothing on cable...no one to talk to...coz i cant go out n slack wif my boyfren who is probably slacking...hmmm...nope...oh ya he went to run some errands wif Marc & the rest...siiissshhhhh!!! hmmmmm...then maybe he's slacking...most probably calling me @ 2pluz am...duh!!!
its just me blogging wif my beloved cat by my side to accompany me...haiz!!!

1st i want to say that my bestfren's boyfren is such a total asshole!!
coz of him,me & Mr B got into mis-communication...Lukman,thanks for all the trouble u cause me k...!!! wat a fren u are...
2nd i got some stomach or appendix problem inside of me dat is so killing me...the right side of my stomach totally hurt like f*#^! i dont know how much longer im going to bare wif it....it totally hurt like shit...!!
3rd im so damn bored coz Mr B line is temporarily cut..its so difficult to get tru him...haiz!!!dont know la...

sometimes i dont wat going on his mind...and wats on my own mind!haiz!!
boredom to the max.!!!
its been very boring for the last few days...haiz!
dalah..malas nk blog...
malas nk wait for Mr B...
tido lagi bagus!!!
adios!!!

2007-03-07T02:55:00.000+08:00

Mornin...haiz!!
i dont know if i had a bad mornin or not...
but its ok...

I found a 2weeks pluz baby kitten last nite when i was otw to mit my bf..
someone left it outside Scoob's door,my fren...
it was meowing so loudly that the whole neighbourhood could hear it...at 10pm..duh!!
its bad enough if i just leave it alone...
so i just bring along wif me to mit my bf..
i can tell u diz its just the size of my hand..and its eyes are not even open!!
imagine that..! haiz!! its so cute when it was crawling out of a box when i found it...i just couldnt imagine anyone not falling in love wif it the moment they saw it... slack for a while wif my bf,Hamdan & Hamdan's future gf..hahahaha...asal boleh jer aku ni...pandai-pandai..!

but by the time,i was going home...i felt very despair to part wif the kitten..
and so was Mr B...only hold it for a moment and we have feelings attached to it...by the way ,we named the kitten "DIDI"...dont no y..but we just name her...there's a diamond shape on her head..so we can recognised her if we sees her again...i really forget to take "DIDI" pix so can show u guys how small n cute she is... i cant afford to keep her coz i have a handful of trouble wif my own troublemaker at home..its sad to let it go seh...i just put it back at where i found it..wondering if my neighbour would keep her or not....

well..at that minute, i realised that its hard to let go of something or someone that ur fond of...its hard..if u see from my point of view coz i really love animals..my cat at home also was abandoned when i first set eyes on my cat,comot...haiz!!!
i can still remember that incident like it was just yesterday...
well...those people who loves animals will understand how i feel..
just wanna say that if u think u cant afford to have a pet,dont have one...rather that u abandoned those harmless creatures...just think...be in the animals thoughts for once...peace

2007-03-06T07:20:00.000+08:00

right about now im half way through animation project...
haiz!!! *sigh* still got a few more steps to go and then im done...i mean WE done...Me & Lin...my partner in watever crime..hahaha...just joking!
Nizam is soo RANDOM now!! very RANDOM!!!"im so hungry that i could eat a WAN!!" that's wat he says....hahahaha!!! random shit! oh ya...he's playing PACMAN on Wan's laptop...
Wan is helping around with the project....and disturbing others...like usual...hehehe...
Lin...hmmm...doing her stuffie...either blogging or on the hp..talking to mr mystery...hahaha... :p the usual her....also a bit random...
hahaha..

right now im a bit pissed off..why??
well...im pissed off wif that idiotic ex la...he's full of crap...that is so argghhhh!!!! irritating bitch...yes bitch...he is a bitch asshole bullshit...
he sms n called me just now...i was expecting a call from my Mr B. But wrong person called...Lin didnt let me pick up his call...
diz is wat he sms"yati is ma mp4 ready?why u reject ma kol?wat tyme u finish skul??
r u free to mit up?" then his last msg"im trying to SATTLE things down in a gd way..i juz wanna mit up n talk"... SATTLE??!! Hahahaha...its settle! idiot siah....
i just dont no wat he's up to msging me like dat...such a sly fox he is....

this i got to tell my Mr B. but he's at werk n his hp not in service for a while...so need to wait til he finish....Lin also tak kasi msg him back...n yes i wouldnt coz it will be a waste of my ppd value....idiot! get away from me...i dont need a two-face freak in my life...no need such person in my life...i had enuf of these type of people...

well...Mr B. watever that happen yesterday..let it b...we pull tru it together..i'll always be n will be there for u tru watever shit that has happen or wil happen in future k...u're not alone in diz world...u still got ur trusted fren n me u know...so dont be foolish...i love u b...muaks!!!

2007-03-06T02:44:00.000+08:00

Aquarius - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You've got a ton of friends, so you have no problem meeting new people.
You're great at thinking up new things and activities to do with your sweetie.
You tend to let the little things slide in relationships... and focus on the bigger picture.

Your negative traits:

In relationships, it tends to be your way or the highway.
You can never open up completely to someone - you have to keep parts of yourself secret.
You're cold and reserved, which leaves your partner feeling unloved.

Your ideal partner:

Flexible, because you're not going to be the one to compromise!
Is smart and quirky with lots of weird interests... including you.
A true individualist who doesn't care what anyone thinks

Your dating style:

Stimulating. You prefer dates that explore a shared interest - like a lecture, muesum tour, or concert.

Your seduction style:

Wacky. Your wild ideas have your lover wondering what's next.
Insatiable - it takes a lot to satisfy your desires.
Varied. You're eager to try things as soon as you learn about them.

Tips for the future:

Bring a little responsibility to your relationship - like showing up for dates!
Compromise a little. It would kill you to do things your lover's way for once.
Be aware of your partner's jealousy. Even though you aren't jealous, realize your partner is sometimes.

Best color to attract mate: Sky blue

Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's Your Love Profile?

2007-03-02T01:50:00.000+08:00

Aquarius Girl

A radical idea?A young aquarian must have a thought for it.You might hear her exclaim,"i'll try anything once!". In fact, it's absolutely true.Not only she's unique, she is also rebel, unafraid to take society in her own terms. Her super-quick mind might lead others to think that she's all about ideas with no feelings at all,but that's not partially true. She cares deeply about the causes in which she believes, its just that she doesn't have alot of time for small talks.Hence,she has lots and lots of acquaintances in her life but very little deep friendships.When it comes to style, hers is definately unique to her.It wouldn't be suprising if one day she shows up with a green hair.She's keen on standing ouot from the crowd.
Fashion is also something better left to someone else, since her style is of her own making.Her ideal evening would include going to performance by either an alternative band or an experimental theater in the dark.She aviod sappy movies.When it comes to studying, an unstructured environment will serve her best, as will an alternative college when she gets to the next level. She's not for everyone, but then she doesn't want to be!

provided by:Astrology.com

2007-03-02T01:21:00.000+08:00

Its raining like craziiee!!!
very cold seh...and im beside crazi gerl aka Leena...hahahaha
in james class now and most probably going home early...and i mean damn early as in another 1/2 hour...hahaha
the weather is very promising today...haiz!!!
i wonder who had sad day...hopefully not my Mr B....
he havent called me since last night...very sad & lonely..
i dont wish to go to work today...very lazy!!!& definately not going work!!
well...there no one in class...shark,wan,nad n yoda is not around....
the rest went off already,left me & Lin blogging away....
most probably slacking for a while later...checking some stuffie @ tm...
hmmmm...i dont know....juz wondering how's Mr B is doing....

Baby...if you reading this....i mizz u!!! hope u are ok...plz give me a kol...

2007-03-01T03:36:00.000+08:00

Im so pissed early in the morning...
was late for mfdi phase test coz wake up late...
yesterday i got lectured at home for all the reasons they can find fault on me...
it totally sux!!!
adding to that shit...that idiotic asshole hambali msg me abt his mp4...
msg me in a irritating way...damn him la....!!
but nevermind...everyone has their day...
today n yesterday was totally not my day...!! *blueks*
so sad...bohhohohoho...
everyone in class in bad mood including smallboy who is always hapi2....bcoz of stupid test....
haiz!!!
wat to do???
hmmmm... my baby,Mr B is sick for some time already...poor baby...hope u get better in time for the performance on saturday @ YP...hope so la u get better...
hmmm...but some sacrifice are meant to be made at certain time...its ok baby...we have our time soon....
gtg now...its lunchie time....my stomach hungary...bye!!!

2007-02-28T07:39:00.000+08:00

hey i just finish my newsletter project...hahaha..finally...
i satisfied ah with the work....a lot of procedure to go thru....
haiz!!! wan wan...naeryja325uh3et....dats wan! irritating freak...bloodyhell!!!!
going to eat later & thanks winnie for the help! hahaha...as if....
im hungry!!!! *blueks*

2007-02-27T07:15:00.000+08:00

hey long time no updates...
wat to do...i've been very busy wif life since after my bday...
busy wif family stuffie, my boyfren & work..
lots of shit happened for the last few time...but i guess some of it i pull it off....
now... in 3d max class...finishing up animation projects....
after these got 2 more to finish & then start the exam week...haiz!!!!

Those few weeks back was hectic enough for me...

my work under-pay me like shit...serve you right tracy...
"dont mess with people pay next time,sure will get into trouble"...hahahaha...
the main shit la..money has always been the prob...

right now i got side track....
check out these "babies"...
some girl stuffie me & lin was right out just few minutes ago....

these are from www.babyphat.com

<--- i love this dress

while these is from www.victoriasecret.com
love the top

Well never knew seeing stuff online can bring out the "girlie" gal in me...

but i admit the minute i see all those tops & dresses...i juz say to myself "wow!"

cant believe those stuff are cheap even though in US$ but convert to S$...actually not that expensive..most of the top is below $50...arghhhh....crazy gerl.....damn so simple yet nice...hahaha.......

i wish....arghh...nevermind la...

but i have already checked out some stuffie that Mr B. would really love...

well...i miss my Mr B. padahal semlm baru jumpe...hahaha...next week on the 9 or 10th march...is our day together....waiting for that day seh....hahahaha....

catch ya later..

2007-02-17T03:55:00.000+08:00

Happy bdae to myself...!!
hahaha...20yrs old already...so old...but young at heart...
older also mean more mature n wiser...

hmmm...
Mr B. was so depressed last nite....its my bdae but he got no present for me..
hahaha...so sweet of him....
its ok darling..doesnt mean i have to be happy on my bdae wif a present on my hand...
having u n the rest celebrating with me its good enough for me....

well...i had fun slacking yesterdae..right now im blogging away n multi-tasking abt some stuff...the rest was so sweet of them to remember my bdae...thanks everyone,i appreciate it so much....after skul, im slacking wif my bros....entah gi mane sal Mr B is working today...hmmmm.....about going club tonite...im not sure about going coz no money depends later the situation la...hehehe....
any other day also can club rite??? ya i guess...hahaha...k la gtg winnie's nagging is about to start..peace!

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