keep dreaming♥

Thursday, September 20, 2007 { 4:29 PM }

This whole week is SUPER hectic!!!
Work never seems to end..more pressure added.Been working morning shift diz week and its freaking tiring.its like after sahur,take a nap and off u go to work.simply T.I.R.E.D! Boyfriend also been working hard.superman la dia!
today..its baby n my off day..supposedly on Saturday but i changed it 2 today.hoping to go out with Darling baby but he haven't return any of my calls.bet he was tired from last nite hard work..he was working full shift.
if not today,we be going to VivoCity..breaking fast at fig&olive.and jln2 after dat.
its been so long since we go out for dinner juz the two of us.
well..all that i know is i missed the old times of us going dinner n supper.and miz having tonnes of fun wif Mr.B ..
Been arguing alot for the couple of mths back over the tiniest topic..I had been too over sensitive over these types of stuff..im scared n i think Mr.B is too..scared of hurting the other person n also ur own self.scared of losing the person u love so much.scared of history repeating itself.and scared of not fulfilling promises.
Both of us are hurt deep in the heart.healing a broken heart is the hardest thing to do.but im trying my best to heal his heart rather than mine.
sometimes i wonder if the situation rite now really is the best solution for the future.will it bring happiness in the future? im trusting Mr.B on diz...lil sacrifice will do us good..hopefully..
enuf of playing around...not in my book anymore..
just hope baby wakes up for buka..then can talk wif him..
well I'm tired myself..tired from all the work n argument..enuf is enuf..

Friday, September 14, 2007 { 12:44 PM }

Selamat Berpuasa kepada semua umat Islam di seluruh dunia!
harap puasa tahun ini lebih sempurna dari yg tahun lepas.
Insya-Allah.

today is just the 2nd day of the fasting month.ok la,not bad..
its rainning heavily here..i wonder how im going to work.lazy to bring umbrella.
hmmm...
latest updates..i cut my hair freaking short,highlights at the front..
its a new look..but sometimes i kinda miss my long hair..nevermind hair will grow back,just takes time..same goes for wounds,takes time to heal broken hearts.
well,holiday have juz begun..1 whole month to work.exam just ended yesterday.hapi!
after skul re-open it is going to be projects all the way.no more test.juz projects!
Mr. b also just finish his projects..tiring for him to work n skul at the same time..kesian dia..

Working at 3 later.i better get ready.or else i'll be late..
waiting for the next day that i'll mit him..
mizz that Mr. B of mine..