Thursday, June 07, 2007
{ 2:30 AM }
It's been some times now.I've been bz with skul & work...exhausting..
well...too bz till i forgot my fwens'bday..Zhaf,Zam&Wan...
HaPI BeLaATEd BdaE!It's soon to be the Holidays...exams are near..but its cool ah...been doing too much projects..giving me headaches.shit seh!well..the crew not in class yet..confirm they over-slept..hahahaha..
Hmmm...I have been doing a lot of thinking...
Sometimes i feel that im been taken for granted..by people..argh!!donno ah...
Like as if im an EASY prey to prey on..
People would just get nasty wif me and play around in my head...playing around with my feelings..dont they just think wat they say..i maybe smilling on the outside,people may see me always being hapi n bubbly...but do they know wat going on inside of me..for instance..the words that my "bestfren" said to me..without thinkin,really affect me...that's backstabbing..!
im over with her...well this cough really is killing me inside..its been like a few weeks already i have been coughin..
Maybe.. juz maybe..
people would think about wat they say next time..coz it maybe hurting the other party..Hmmm.... people and their mouth..* Haiz! *
Oh ya.. well... I had a
Kecoh-rable day yesterday!!
Let's think positive for once.. I had an arguement wif Mr B.
arguement suxs...!so is insecurities & DOUBTs..hate them all...
hmmm....donno la...
well.. i went out wif rem...yesterday...its been quite a while since we hung out together..the last time we met was months ago..coincidently it was rem's bday...!
shopping & had dinner..at
GELARE...a suprise treat from me...we had waffles & junkies..hahaha...credits to the Gelare's staff there...thanks dude..! the dude wrote 'HAPPY BDAY' at rem's waffles...hahahahaha.!shock to the max ah that crazie ass
terkejut beruk rem kene ngan aku...totally didnt expect a suprise from me...well that's the least of suprises i can do for a fren...
after dinner,its back to window shopping and arcade...we had fun!
maybe having fun & spending to much time wif my fren...
careless me forgot to msg MrB..HAIZ!
got into another arguement again this mornin...it seems that nothing im doing is right..i just donno know who i am anymore..that's how i feel sometimes...
people may see me happy and bubbly all the time..but you'll never know how i feel inside..im also human ok..got feelings!
