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Thursday, June 28, 2007 { 3:23 PM }

Today's my off day...! well...its not all great abt it...
I dont think im going out coz.firstly im broke for diz week.secondly my baby is working.He still at work now i think...hehee...
Today's the 28th...TRANSFORMER is now showing in the cinema...well,cool abt it...
Im still going to watch it wif my baby...
next week...
and also feel like going to Sentosa like the old time..
snoozing in the sun & sun-tanning..relax lay back..
oooo...i can imagine that now...wakakaka..!
hmmm...the prob is i have work..haiz!!!

well...im just bored at home wif my 2 kitties...they asleep...
everyone is out in the afternoon except mua...hahaha...
just me...being a good gal today stayin at home...hahahak...
ya rite...since when i am a good gal...hmmm...
just waiting for my dearest to call me after he finish work..
maybe we meet up...if im not wrong he got jamming sessions tonite..
im not sure myself..

well...im too lazy to type now juz wanna lay back catch a nap or so..
oh ya and wait for a kol from Dearest...

Friday, June 22, 2007 { 10:28 PM }

It's been some time since my last entry.Oh well..its the holidays now!
3 freaking weeks! skul opens on 9th July...hahahaha...yeah!I juz came back from slacking wif nizam & shark for a while..that is I'm from work..MrB doing some Xtra hours at work..hmmm....well...things are OK lah these few days..not say that no bad stuff is happening that is..there is ah but we manage..me & MrB that is..
oh ya!now i feel like i mizz SSsskkuuLLL...dont know why...coz maybe work is BORING!HAHAHA...
im doing the usual....listening to some tunes...music...here n there..
i feel like something is missing ah.maybe its Irfan?he's been away for a week tO DuBAI...maybe...hmmm...hungry?quite lapar...oh...my dearest lom kol...hmmm...kecian dia..
well...to tell the truth..things are getting better...no nonsense excuses anymore..miting up whenever we can...all those regular stuff we haven't been doing for months.it's better la..things gets better each day,like people say..maybe its a change of the weather...good ones n bad...im treasuring these days..alot that is.feel more love n secured..
that suppose to be a good sign rite...

Thursday, June 07, 2007 { 2:30 AM }

It's been some times now.I've been bz with skul & work...exhausting..
well...too bz till i forgot my fwens'bday..Zhaf,Zam&Wan...HaPI BeLaATEd BdaE!

It's soon to be the Holidays...exams are near..but its cool ah...been doing too much projects..giving me headaches.shit seh!well..the crew not in class yet..confirm they over-slept..hahahaha..

Hmmm...I have been doing a lot of thinking...
Sometimes i feel that im been taken for granted..by people..argh!!donno ah...
Like as if im an EASY prey to prey on..
People would just get nasty wif me and play around in my head...playing around with my feelings..dont they just think wat they say..i maybe smilling on the outside,people may see me always being hapi n bubbly...but do they know wat going on inside of me..for instance..the words that my "bestfren" said to me..without thinkin,really affect me...that's backstabbing..!
im over with her...well this cough really is killing me inside..its been like a few weeks already i have been coughin..

Maybe.. juz maybe..
people would think about wat they say next time..coz it maybe hurting the other party..Hmmm.... people and their mouth..* Haiz! *

Oh ya.. well... I had a Kecoh-rable day yesterday!!
Let's think positive for once.. I had an arguement wif Mr B.
arguement suxs...!so is insecurities & DOUBTs..hate them all...
hmmm....donno la...
well.. i went out wif rem...yesterday...its been quite a while since we hung out together..the last time we met was months ago..coincidently it was rem's bday...!
shopping & had dinner..at GELARE...a suprise treat from me...we had waffles & junkies..hahaha...credits to the Gelare's staff there...thanks dude..! the dude wrote 'HAPPY BDAY' at rem's waffles...hahahahaha.!shock to the max ah that crazie ass
terkejut beruk rem kene ngan aku...totally didnt expect a suprise from me...well that's the least of suprises i can do for a fren...
after dinner,its back to window shopping and arcade...we had fun!

maybe having fun & spending to much time wif my fren...
careless me forgot to msg MrB..HAIZ!
got into another arguement again this mornin...it seems that nothing im doing is right..i just donno know who i am anymore..that's how i feel sometimes...
people may see me happy and bubbly all the time..but you'll never know how i feel inside..im also human ok..got feelings!