Friday, May 25, 2007
{ 3:24 AM }
hmmmm...
im lost...stony mood rite now....
tired...not enough sleep...crazy feeling in my stomach...
i think im having a tummy ache...grrrr....
oh ya...mr B. juz called....he's having a job interview later....
pray that he get the job...gd luck baby..
from the look of it...things are clearing up...
i think that should be good...rite?
hmmmm..though there's few misunderstanding here n there...
well thats normal...
*shugs*
i got to go to work later after skul...grrrr....
lazy like hell seh...
haiz!
hmm...the class is crazy today..
we doing this video editing project today...cool ah...same format as photoshop..
best seh....oh ya winnie...winnie quah is nagging all the time...
lol! she's cute la...caring in other words...
wat else ah...
today is the 24th rite...
the premier of PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN 3..Cool!
and today is also darls LIZZIE's bdae...HAppy BDAE gerlfren...!!!
miz that gerl...not onli her...but alot of other peeps out there...
you guys know who u are...we'll mit up one of these days k....
mizz u guys...
Thursday, May 24, 2007
{ 3:00 AM }
__dear Life__
by anthony hamilton
Oh my babe
Oh my love
Ooooh
Early was the morn, flowers filled with dew
I became somebody through loving you
Softly as a child, born in natural rain
I predict the seasons to go unchanged
Sometimes in life you run across a love unknown
Without a reason it seems like you belong
Hold on dear life
Don't go off running from what's due
I became somebody through loving you
Warm was the sun
That covered my body so
Reminding me of you as I'd first known
Those were the days
The days that changed my life
That made me knew
I became somebody through loving you
Sometimes in life you run across a love unknown
Without a reason it feels like you belong
Hold on dear life
Don't go off running from what's due
I became somebody through loving you
As the sun shines down on me
I know with you in love is where I want to be
Oh sometimes I go on through life thinking
That love is something that's not meant for me
Woah, somebody, somebody
Hold on dear life
Don't go off running from what's due
I became somebody through loving you
I became somebody through loving you
I became somebody through loving you
oooh
{ 2:38 AM }
Life been tough this few days...
a lot of challenges to go tru,
both pysically and mentally..
sometimes i feel like giving up,
and felt that everything is falling down on my shoulders..
but thinking of the facts of life;
who doesn't have probs...
i make a promise...
that i'll never give up hope living and loving the man i call LOVER,
I got to do these,i got to be strong..
being strong for the both of us;
keeping the flame of love burning.
thinking abt how i gonna do without him
in my life;
its totally unthinkable..
feeling out of place n out of time..
i maybe lonely sometimes;
i may say that im ok but actually im not...
coz i know that he's there in my heart;
loving me all the time..
the love he have for me; got no words to describe it..
im dying here baby..
im missing u like crazy..
thats the truth for real...
dear life,
stop being cruel...
let me be save and sound with him by my side..
Monday, May 14, 2007
{ 7:01 AM }
Like i've said on my previous entry,
im just PLAIN UNLUCKY!!
nothing that i do is correct...
wat did i do wrong to deserve this plain luck
no one will understand how i felt..
the pain inside of me..
how hurting it can get..
well..
people says that being patient towards someone pays off
but sometimes i really disagree on that statement..
not all efforts is paid of that way you want it to be
wat wrong have i done these time?
that i am punished in these way
left alone and no news received
no way of getting tru u...
am i not worth your LOVE..?
not worth loving...???
you losing yourself gerlfren....
Friday, May 11, 2007
{ 1:33 AM }
For all bad stuff that had happened to me,
let it be...
im just
Un-lucky to have such fate..
people misjudged me and wat so ever more..
i give up on life...
dont care abt my future..!
people always think im the only one bad,
the black sheep of the family...
well,let them think that way...
wat they dont know its that there are others much worst then me....
it doesnt kill wat they dont know rite...
For now its juz me & my own decision...
my decision not theirs..!
they are such oldies minded...kampung minded!
come on its 2007 already! not 1960s..!
well watever already...
buzzing off!
Thursday, May 10, 2007
{ 2:00 AM }
Lovely mornin people...
well...im stoning away...not enough Beauty sleep babe...
had a long day yesterday...wif skul...and had my 'drumming time' at Bella...
gerek...soon to be a drummer...hahahaha...
ya rite like as if..!hehehe ;p
hmmm...now got new project...recording shit...about some radio show that is...
cool ah...we doing an interview abt Local bands in S'pore...
let's see...hmmmm...
80% of the Bella crew think im LINA aka PLuggy...Wan's ex gerlfren...hahahaha...
they say we look the same...also the personality...
i wonder...hahaha
i never met her b4 but pernah talk n chat wif her...cool chick ah...im like the junior version of her...hahaha...well im cool wif people thinking im her,its been like a mistaken id..hahaha..happening shit...PLuggy JR...crazzie seh....
oh ya...to those who wrote nonsense on my chat box..
so plz have some respect....
k la got to get going wif the recording stuff...
today Psycho is having his 2nd prac...gd luck to him...
tomoro Mr B rtt...gd luck to u also...
after skul will be no plan AGAIN i think....
let me think...hmmmmmm....
if im not wrong today is my step dad's bdae... mum ask me to come home early..maybe going out for dinner that is...hmmmm...i dont know la...c how it goes today...
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
{ 2:35 PM }
thanks "best fren" you realli 'made' my day a 'good' one...!!
next time u see me,dont even bother saying im your best fren...
for all the time i have been there for you through ur hardship...
you're never there for me...
so i tot,frens are supposed to b there for 1 another..
but u came not even once...
wat a fren u are...
all these years we been like sisters...
now u threw me away like im a garbage...
thanks!To the B.L.C peeps @ skul. u guys rox every day!!!
love u guys...
Sunday, May 06, 2007
{ 2:24 PM }
*grrr
today was a 'smooth' goin day...
work was fine.the peeps there are really goin craziee!
hahaha...coool la,they really 1 bunch of JOKERZ...but i felt a lil' tired i guess...hahaha
oh ya right now,KECIK=my smaller baby kittie,is snoozing in front of the computer...
so cute seh dia...konon nyer temankan the missy here to blog..hehehe..
krazie cat....
after work went out wif my buddy, aiz...juz slackin around town coz he wants to survey some stuff..says that he wants a wardrobe change...hahaha...biol la dia!
he's really a joker to the max!almost trip n fall on his face when he was tellin me 1 of his stupid joke...pandan muke,lain kali jgn buat lawak nanti kene ketawakan!!
LOL!!hmmm....guess i should juz knock of la,tomoro workin @ 11am...
its been a long day n seein diz cutie pie infront of me snoozin make me wanna catch some zzzzzz...
Friday, May 04, 2007
{ 2:33 AM }
My Heart is out to Farhana.
gerl..hope u have a speedy recovery..
we're praying for you hard...
come back to your LOVE ones..
Im so sad...sad for those who come across misfortune...
lately alot of bad news came to me wif no warning!
Last nite receive a call from Yana...saying that her cuzz,Fana is in ICU...
i was pretty shocked...it all came to me in a sudden...
we gerls,me Yana & Fana used to hung out alot last time but due to our bz schedule we rarely meet up now...after so long wif no news these mishaps came suddenly...
Fana got into a bike accident wif a BUZ,she's the rider....now in ICU @ NUH...
now all we can do is just pray hard for her...
til then we have to wait for further news..!
Hang in there girlfren,u have to make it through the surgeryk,la..gonna do 2nd recording...lot of work...
where have u disappear to B?
Thursday, May 03, 2007
{ 3:35 AM }
Fuyooo....
we finally finished the recording...
not that nice though..ending of the comercial is pweety disappointing...
ya upset abt the recording,didnt go as smooth as we tot it did..
i dont like the way it go..
i'll update the recording soon..when im not lazy
*haiz!*
today im actually dragging myself to skul...
haiz! its
RAINING like crazie just now in the mornin...
so
LAZY to wake up...maybe datz y im dragging myself to skul...
its really boring...
i just wish there is a cure to kill my
BOREDOM !!
hahaha....! Like as if!
the whole crew is here today...all so crazie listening to each others crap joke..thats us la..later going to lunch then its ETP class...finishing early today ah..but not sure wat to do after skul...im not sure if i am myself today or not coz i feel that 'something' is missing!
juz cant figure it out...
Abt yesterday, the same thing goes coz no mood to blog...
well.. alot of stuff happened...
Here's to my brothers, Khai & Fadli
...bro sorry to hear the bad news abt ur grandma & grandpa yesterday..
it must be hard on you guys but be strong! ur frens will always be there for you whenever u need them..Ni semua dugaan dari yg MAHA ESA kerna DIA la lebih PENGASIH lagi PENYAYANG...so bare with it k...
To Mr B, Nizam & Bone....
happy belated bdays you guys!! hope u guyz had a great day yesterday...!!
all the best in mere future with your future wishes!!
Mr B, sorry if i said anything offensive to u
on the eve of your bdae,i didnt mean it..really do...!
i hope u had an enjoyable day yesterday...
waiting for the next time we going out together...!
miz u....In Life everything that is to happen is unpredictable,
we just have to live it to the fullest..
no matter how difficult the problem we face,
there's always a solution..
no matter how sad we are,
there's always someone or something that can put a =) on our face..
so have patience & faith for watever GOD have install for us in the future...
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unknown-
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
{ 4:25 PM }
HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY MR B!!
ps:no mood to blog,too tired!had a long day just now...
