Monday, April 30, 2007
{ 2:31 PM }
Im so happy!!! Even though im equally
DEAD tired from work & activities...
but watever...its not as if i carry stuff at work or something like that...
its just the mentally tired thingie..im ok though..hehehe...
my tired-ness couldnt be commpared to those guys including Mr B himself carry those
HEAVY stuffie...during the moving of house and stuff like that...
its ok guys,u did a good job..!deserve a break!!
dont push yourself to hard Mr B..think of ur body shouting"I NEED A BREAK...!"
hehehe...
i went to Kak Nisa engagement juz now aite..couldnt even recognise her...
its just not her to put compact powder n stuff like that till i cant recognise her....weird for me seeing her soo PRETTY and all doll up...she's so cute seh...
"like Siti nurdiana or not?"she said...i just smile...
i am soo happy for her that the day she's been waiting for has finally arrived...
now she has to wait for her BIG day...next year MARCH if im not wrong...
coutdown till that date k siz...
wow!! time really flies soo fast without you noticing it and then *phooff*
its your engagement day and next its ur wedding day and then you got a family of your own already...it felt juz like yesterday dat she and me were trainning cadets at the ESS parade square...now she's all doll up...soon to start a family...
hahaha..told you already Kak,you're the 1st getting married not me ..hahaha...me,hmmm....a long time to go...i'll be seeing you on the Pelamin 1st wif ur future hubby...khehehehe...
well..here it is...pweety rite....
B. thanks for remembering tha date...really sweet & thoughtful of u...
these lil' missy really miss u lots & tons...2 more days ya...counting down...
you gonna love it...hehehe....muacks...take care!!gonna catch some zZzZzZzZzZzZz.....
Sunday, April 29, 2007
{ 2:47 PM }
haiz...!very tired seh...just came back from werk...
actually from watching MAN UTD match @ work place...wif budak keje
YES,YES,YES!Man u won by 4 goals!! Everton 2....hahaha...!LOVE the 3rd goal from Rooney....wonderful siao!!!last goal from Eagles also wasnt that bad either....
ALL THE WAY MAN U!!!but still very tired...!! having the Flu still...haiz!!!tomoro kak nisa engagement....werking early @ 8am...MR B also moving to Woodlands...sorry have moved to Woodlands...hmmmm....surely he got lots of stuff to do...kecian dia..!but i know HE is very strong...well..wat to say X worker of AIRPORT cargo...hehehehe....!jahat seh aku....!hmmmm...actually im missing him alot ah...dont know y...pelik seh...but watever..i still miss him...take care when u carrying those stuffie of yours tau...
oh ya...yesterday..i check my weight & guess wat???I freaking lost
4KG!!! shocking seh!!! previously my weight was 47kg...now its freaking
43kg!!! urghhhh...!! i really need to put on weight...n i mean SERIOUSLY alot!!! eat eat eat like a pig...hehehehe...yucks!!!
i wont want to be THAT fat like a pig seh....but i WILL still want to eat my junk food...hehehe...hmmmm....time to hit the bed or else i wouldnt go to werk...hehehe
Distance wouldnt separate us,
coz our Love is much stronger than that...
for wat i see is u in my mind always...
all the time...
missing you always Mr B MUACKS!!!
Saturday, April 28, 2007
{ 2:31 AM }
FLU FLU go away,
come again another day...
this lil' missy wants to play,
plz do go away..... haiz...!!! these stupid flu is really killing my nose...
why cant i juz cut my nose off...hahahaha.... :p
well...watever that happened yesterday was trully unexpected...
y i said that??
i was wif Psycho...having late lunch @ Food Culture century square...
called Mr B's crib but no one answered the call...hehehe...
but then saw him also @ food culture with his Mummy...hohoho...kecoh seh...
didnt expect him to be there too,having his lunch...hehehe...ape tak kecoh,
i thought he was at home bz packing or at woodlands getting the new crib ready...
I was super dooper Happy seh when i saw him even though at 1st i just ignored him...
miss him lots seh...
oh ya...Psycho was like a killing garbage machine...he was super hungry...
let's see wat he ate..hmmm...chicken cutlet,my 1/2 finish chicken rice & ice kacang..
hehehe...tong sampah seh detu...
__tempting ice kacang__
after that went to IKEA...nope...not wif his Mummy but only the 3 of us...Psycho,Mr B & me....mcm budak jakun seh me & psycho...1st time go IKEA...even though its just behind my area...hehehe...stupid seh...well...sempat kiter cam-whorin....
^ 3 monkeys ^ ;p
=the MASTER & his DISCIPLE=
+ fooling around +
Mr B...thanks for the sweeet time we had yesterday...very nice of you...
but i guess i have news for you that on your bday i cant spend time wif u coz of some family outing...i love to be wif you on your special day,really do...but i guess we can make it another time aite?sowwiieee...
i really enjoyed myself wif you every time we meet up...muacks!!
missing you already dear..!
Friday, April 27, 2007
{ 2:54 AM }
bohohohoho...!!!! its raining so heavily since early morning....
yucks!!! i got my shoes wet...squishy squishy...!! hehehehe....
wat a day to start wif...the rain...my wet shoes...but worst of all im sick...Flu!!
i hate flu...!! i get wire-sort if i get flu....!!hmmmmmm.....
wat a day...no appetite to eat...no mood to have ciggies....lack of beauty sleep....
shugs!! now its Winnie the Quah class together wif Mr Cement...hahahaha...actually its Clement...hehehe....the two duo....
Dateline for the recording that we are doing rite now is on the 2nd May....lucky can extent....
long day today...class finish @ 4PM...very long indeed...after skul..hmmm...wat plans i have ya...oh not going Bella today...im slacking wif my big bro Psycho....hanging out wif him as usual..at Starbucks i guess...haiz!!! chilling out as usual..
we maybe laughing like crazie people on the outside..but no one will know how much it hurts in the inside...no one will know...psycho,nana & me are all in the same boat...its just us....longing to be wif our love one so much...being in their arms again..hold on you guys..we can get tru this...
weekends is so near....yet no plans...hmmm...except that i know...sat & sunday he is moving to Wood-lands....hahaha...woodlands,the land of the woods...where the mats & minahs hang out...hahaha...no offence...
sunday...my siz ,Nisa's engagement....after dat back to no plan session...haiz!!!
wat the hell is wrong wif me....i just dont know....he's moving..oh no he's moving...
bohohoho....i'll get tru these..
im gonna miss you B...im missin you already for all i know...
i cant stop loving you even if the Time stop running...loving u so much with my heart n soul....
love you so & take care Mr B...hehehe
Thursday, April 26, 2007
{ 7:17 AM }
:: Ride for You ::
Lately, I’ve been tryin fight whatever’s pulling us under
it’s got a hold and really making me wonder
what it takes to get through
I gotta stick with you, my baby
Baby tell me…
Maybe I’m foolishly overreacting
But being without you I can’t imagine
It’s just to close to the heart
And I won’t stand it if were broken apart
Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together,
Don’t you throw in the towel
I’m keeping my promise to you I got ya back now,
When the chips are down
It seems like it’s so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I’m gonna stay down and ride for you baby
We’ve been cutting it close with the backwards & forwards
It’s rocking the boat; we gotta get control of this
Let's take it back to three years ago
When you said that we could make it through whatever, ever
And to me it sounded like you meant forever, ever
Leaving was not an option, baby, never, never
Now don't you believe in a love that's worth a fight
In you is everything that I'm missing
So give us a chance
Don’t you dare tell me we gotta let it go…
We been on top for too long just to let it go under
I don't wanna hear that
I just can't hear that
and know
wherever you wanna take me
I'll go
I been with you for too long to start over with another
I know that you hear me
Just tell me you hear me
:__You Are My Everything__:
i've been thinking of a way to phrase it
seem to never find the words to say it
but it's true to say
i've been occupied by other things (i've been occupied by other things)
how could i think that you wouldn't notice (you wouldn't notice)
the absence of our closeness
realizing now
i will never let it happen again (again)
now i realize
that you are my everything
and without you here beside me
it's like an angel without it's wings
and now i realize (i realize)
that you are my everything
now i know it
should've shown it
and now i realize that you are my everything
as i sit here contemplating
'bout our love that's slowly fading
so insensitive
didn't hear you calling out for me...(didn't hear you calling out my name..)
if i could change the past i would do
everything to show i appreciate you
open up your heart
let me help you fall in love again
my friend, 'cause now i
now i realize
that you are my everything
and without you here beside me
it's like an angel without it's wings
(now i) and now i realize
that you are my everything
now i know it
should've shown it
and now i realize
that you are my everything
now i realize
that you are my everything
and without you here beside me
it's like an angel without it's wings (like an angel without it's wings)
(and now) and now i realize
that you are my everything (you are everything)
now i know it (now i know it)
shouldve shown it (should've shown it)
and now i realize that you are my everything
now i realize
that you are my everything
(life without you here beside me) and like an angel without it's wings
(oh can't you see that i apologize)
and now i realize that you are my everything
now i know it
should've shown it (your the air that i breathe)
and now i realize (the spirit that lives in my soul)
that you are my everything
{ 1:15 AM }
mornin, mornin....hmmm....
today im super early....guess wat??? im the 1st to come to class...hehe...
chill out babe...there's reason y im early to skul....
now waiting for the rest of the team member....Shark Lin Wan are otw to skul....Nad just woke up...haiz!!!
hmmm....me...im editing my photos to friendster....boring seh....
im just feeling so down...for donno wat freaking reasons...after dat im getting back to werk....
talking abt werk...hmmmmmm....maybe im terminated...reasons...coz i MIA for the weekends...stupid tracy..not enuf staff find other beanie...freako...
finding another job asap....
oh ya...guess who talk to me just now in the mornin...??? syafiq...weird...!
he never talk to me before...only on msn...and dat once in blue moon...hehehe...he's ok la but totally not my type....crazy fiq...lin confirm gonna laugh at me if i tell her....
28 & 29....this weekend...he's moving....away from the East...haiz!!!
i can bare with dat rite??? i guess so...distance not a prob..but communication is....
da la...me amigoes need to do some work...adios!
:edited photos:
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
{ 1:10 AM }
mornin babe...hehehe...feeling a lil gorgy n pissed this mornin...
wif home dat is....shugs!! very freakin sleepy seh...didnt sleep well coz of baby Dany crying the whole nite...erggghhh!!!
well...im in skul early...super early seh...Lin otw to skul...
hmmm...now half way tru James' class...half way tru his assignment...haha...n blogging as well...multi-task...hehehe...dont really know if can finish or not...Nad & Wan just came...and we are in 1 group including Lin...so...hmmm..ya i think we maybe can only finish it tomoro...oh ya!! James'had a haircut..hahaha...like SGT at army ...very short kinda army hairstyle....now the class is kinda hectic...everyone is talkin n talkin....poor Sue & Ratna..they not here coz they are sick...asthma & migrain...hmmm....
hope u guys get better....same goes to Mr B...I'll always pray for your good health...
Mr. B thanks for the great & meaningful time that we had the other day...i really appreciate wat u said to me....we'll get thru this together k...we'll get tru watever obstacles that is put to us by God...we can do diz...let's prove others that we are better than them...hehehe..yes indeed!
muaks...!!!
k la...gotta go to next class..that is mr Clement's class...or should i call him..Cement....hehehe...naughty me!!! got to go now!!!bye....
i miss u b
Friday, April 20, 2007
{ 4:05 PM }
heya...tiring day....actually sleepy ah...hehehe
yes ah!!! the
suprise for Shark & Nizam works...!!
after all...hehehe...but Nizam being nozy...he suspected something...well...eventually everyone is hapi..! :)
*the oreo cake* =merely destroyed...
the 2 monkeys..hahaha..bdae boi!!
well...after the small celeb..just hung out at
Bella ...for while...actually quite long ah..hehehe...slack n slack..tgk dorg jam...
i literally just came back...hehehehe...wakakakaka....now i think they playin Battlefield...i think....
tomoro i just another day for me to TAKE OVER THE WORLD!!!quote"pinky n the brain" hahaha..take over the bed to be precise...after i finish some stuffie...hmmm...
chalo beti....
{ 2:13 PM }
haiz!!! wat a tiring n super long day today...
hmmm....our customer service teacher is such a....dont know how to describe it....hmmm...how shall i put it...??? ok...she's sporting but yet a lil weird...spoookkiieee seh...!!! btw her name is Ms Slow....hahahaha...funny seh the surname....but she's OK not the type of boring & old teacher....
after skul went to Sim Lim alone....went to buy my new camera charger...n a card reader....cost me$55!!! damn...money again...haiz!!!but at least i got discount..actual price is $70...hehehehe...thanks to the skul uniform...if u know how to bargain...lagi2 if ur a gal...uncle confirm kasi discount nyer...hahahaha...
my luck....
moving on from Sim Lim...wanted to shop for jeans & top...but i cancel...budget babe!!! n wats more got a kol from Naeem...my lil bro...he was warded to hospital dat nun...coz of some fungus growing at his leg...yucks!!! gross sia...n now i think he went for op already...wif his mum by his side...Naeem's mum is just so sweet....sporting la she...gd think he got such sporting mum...not like me...haiz!!! so fortunate....well drop the stupid topic la...
well...tomoro...me & the crew got suprise for Nizam & Shark...an advance bdae celeb...just a small one from the crew...but it will be sweet ah...hehehehe...cant wait to give them a shock...but need to drop by at hospital to check on my lil bro later in the mornin b4 school starts...which is 10am....n class ends at 1pm...
haiz!!!
(-__-)
Thursday, April 19, 2007
{ 2:46 AM }
im so very HAPPIE....!!!
he really brighten up my day...in the mornin we talk....
just by hearing his voice,make me a happy girl!!!
hahahaha....thanks lots mr.B...!!! your the best...!!! ;)
thanks for the idea....we are improving on it...
oh ya...now we are doing some stuff....on audio & sound production i think....
hehehe....doing an advertisement...diaper ad..."Jolly Diaper"...hahaha
kinda cute...i think....
let me give a intro on the group:
Lin = Powerpoint Designer
Nad = Producer
Wan = Sound Editor/Talent
Shark =Talent boy<-- diz guy is full of talent..hahaha
Me = Effects Designer/Talent
Since we'll be in the group for diz whole module,Wan came up a name for the group...
"MINDS'EYE PRODUCTIONS"....cool...smooth....hahaha....looking forward to see a lot of creative stuff in these module...i'll keep posting about the developement of the projects....Also need the teamwork & coopeeration from others...
btw...wish mr B all the luck he can get during his interview later...you can do it!!! hahaha....hope for a better job & future for him....thanks for brightening up my day by just a call...hearing your voice is gd enuf for me...!!
mish you baby..! got to go...lunchie time...!!!hungry....hahahaha
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
{ 2:16 AM }
here i am sitting in class..on the 2nd day at skul....doing nothin...hahaha...except to blog...check my stuffie...
well...mr james not in class...he got stuff to do so we be free till his next lesson...which is after lunch time...talking abt lunch time...grrrrr...im hungry!!! but now pokai liao...nvr mind...hmmmmm....
not much people in class...sue n gang entah gi aner...nad,dayah & wan not here yet...hmmmm....
nizam is in his random mood...siao!! shark listenin to his demo on the computer..my lil' lin is blog-hopping....hahaha...she says 1 month never touch computer...so she also doing some updates i guess...
me...im basically doing nothin..hmmm...nothin is boring...well...oh ya NUNU is in the same skul as me...from wat i heard but i have not yet see her..alot of new faces in skul ah....new intake....alot of matreps sia...!! ish ish...hahahaha!! mengutuk jer keje aku ni...haha...
oh ya...i cant wait till friday....hehehe...some plans i have made wif some of my frens..n some one....well...take a chill pill girlfren...dont be so hopeful k...
well...cafe 1 is waiting for me...hahahaha! chiao baby...
Monday, April 16, 2007
{ 4:39 AM }
here i am again...blogging away....
no plans yet ah...tomoro skul term starts again...mitting the crew n those guys at class..hahahaha...like sue & gang...kc & the gamers...the cabut-ters...n the rest of them....
tomoro will be another ordinary day...same goes as today....listening to nickelback "if everyone care"....touching song....
hmmm....i have nothing much to say today....except that
to the person i really love....i'll keep waiting for you...i'll hold the promise we made strong to keep me going in life
i love u still......
Friday, April 13, 2007
{ 4:00 PM }
What a day...^^^!!!
fuyooooo....!!!!!!! i just came back from work...tiring seh today...n kinda bored!!hmmm...dont know la...maybe just expecting a call for days from someone is just too much to ask...dats the reason i was very restless for the past few days...maybe ah...not sure abt that..! well wats more to say...thinking thinking????
oh ya my off day is like on sunday seh then on monday start skul...yeah yeah!!
cant wait to mit the crew at skul...a lot of catching to do...hahahaha...as if...my holiday is like BORING wats there to say....
thats the life of a boring gal...!!!
hmmm...cant wait for a new term to start...a lot of revising to do...so much things to think of...dont know y im soooo xcited to go back to skul...might be that working life sux ah...opppsss!!!except when pay is in...hehehehe ;)
time check
the time is 1am...hmmm...pay is like coming onli next week....bohohohoho
well...then again...tomoro work again n so is the day after...12pm...haiz!!!
not much news from him though...dont know wats going on wif his life....dont even know when he's calling n mitting up again....haiz!!!
i just dont know if i should feel wat im feeling rite now...for the past few days....confuse??lost??angry at him??not love??being played for??or watsoever???!!!
i juz dont know.....y cant an answer just drop from the sky and just help me....
hmmphh...like as if it happens....
Sunday, April 08, 2007
{ 3:15 AM }
hmmm....when the last time i update...i lost track...
well...even though its holidays,nothing much happen...its just work & more work...come to think of it its SUPER boring...seriously!
yalah...went out a few times...wif Shark & band to Bella...mit Wan & the Bella People...go out wif Mr B. and thats it....me & Mr B. been bz wif work....tooo bz i guess...rite now ...i think he is having rehearsal @ his frens place...
me...here i am blogging & updating my stuffie here & there...a lil bored ah...
time check!
=3.06am sunday mornin.....haiz!!!!!
bz bz bz....!!!! boring....!!! saturday nite,didnt go anywhere.....wif my cat accompany-ing me here by my side....she's a bit kepo...hehehe
a lot of things happen la for the past few weeks...shits & gd stuffie....
like i bought my self an mp4.....& i found a cybershot camera...hehehe...
gerek ah tu....
but the rest of it its just life....
arguements are always there...same goes to misunderstanding & doubts...
thats for sure...confirm abt that ah....haiz!!!
i dont la...all i know its just cant wait for skul to reopEn...
just pray that everything will be alrite...
its my off day tomoro but dont know where to go wif mr B.
haiz!!
