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Thursday, March 29, 2007 { 3:01 AM }

life..haiz!!!
cant say its a bore....hmmm....well finally had my off day....today im just lazy n damn tired....didnt get enough sleep ah....waited for Mr B but i fell asleep n he didnt even kol me...haiz!!!
well...today me & shark are going to Bella..hahaha...mizz dat crazie guy...he's sick when he kol juz now....poor poor thing....hahahaha...maybe meeting irfan also...i think....hahahahaha.....well im just bored dont know wat to update...crazie me...hmmm...lets see wats new in the family...oh ya... i got a new kitten...so cute n chubby seh...i'll update the pic when i have the time....hehehe...wat else eh...i got new pairs of osiris shoes....& soon when i get my pay...maybe getting new ipod or hp...thats only a maybe...budget... need to save up for car license....well...got to go...need to get ready to BELLA!! toodlesssss!

Monday, March 19, 2007 { 2:35 AM }

well..its been some time since the last entry though...
its Sundae morning todae...and i have a gut feeling of not going to work...
coz...work beens so bad for the last few time...sakit hati ah keje...
hmm...wat to do...stupid Tracy...just recruit new beanies...*sigh*

hahahaha...i dont feel like werking but i dont have any plans...hahaha...stupid me...coz my baby werking til 6pm...confirm he'll be freaking tired after work...
Shark recently got pit...band thingie ah..but i didnt go...wondering if the other crew went or not....hmmmmm...the school holidays just started a few days ago...well..heard its til 16 april...wow!!! freaking long vacation...hahaha...just werk n werk for me..i guess so...thats y so bz til got no time to even blog...hahaha....wondering when the next time i'll mit up with the other guys...Wan,maybe he'll be working bz with band thing & also his darling Hallie...Shark...hmmm...im cluesless abt wat diz guy is doing during the vacation...maybe proceeding for his bike thingie n also doing demo for his band...Nad,werking i guess & doing other stuff...Nizam,confirm taking his bike license & working..hahahaha...semangat...Dayah,maybe going out wif her frens or maybe working..i not sure...lastly...save the best for last...Lin,she working herself off just to get enough cash to go KL on the next 2weeks or so...at least thats decent enuf...rite?maybe...

me & Mr B...We are working hard...y? just to have enough to spend on ourself n also save for the rainy days...save as in if we have any prob along the way...get the picture...hehehehe...guess wat i maybe planning something up for his coming bdae...its gonna be sweeeet...hahaha
now guess wat im watching, teenage mutant ninja turtle...cartoon on kids central..hahaha...so childish me...but im soo going to watch the movie showing on the 23rd march...hahahaha...

k la im hungry n wanna eat while watching my fav. cartoon k...got to yaaahhhoooo...chao dude...

Friday, March 09, 2007 { 4:11 PM }

Well...im just pweeetty BORED right abt now...
very bored...there's nothing on cable...no one to talk to...coz i cant go out n slack wif my boyfren who is probably slacking...hmmm...nope...oh ya he went to run some errands wif Marc & the rest...siiissshhhhh!!! hmmmmm...then maybe he's slacking...most probably calling me @ 2pluz am...duh!!!
its just me blogging wif my beloved cat by my side to accompany me...haiz!!!

1st i want to say that my bestfren's boyfren is such a total asshole!!
coz of him,me & Mr B got into mis-communication...Lukman,thanks for all the trouble u cause me k...!!! wat a fren u are...
2nd i got some stomach or appendix problem inside of me dat is so killing me...the right side of my stomach totally hurt like f*#^! i dont know how much longer im going to bare wif it....it totally hurt like shit...!!
3rd im so damn bored coz Mr B line is temporarily cut..its so difficult to get tru him...haiz!!!dont know la...

sometimes i dont wat going on his mind...and wats on my own mind!haiz!!
boredom to the max.!!!
its been very boring for the last few days...haiz!
dalah..malas nk blog...
malas nk wait for Mr B...
tido lagi bagus!!!
adios!!!

Wednesday, March 07, 2007 { 2:55 AM }

Mornin...haiz!!
i dont know if i had a bad mornin or not...
but its ok...

I found a 2weeks pluz baby kitten last nite when i was otw to mit my bf..
someone left it outside Scoob's door,my fren...
it was meowing so loudly that the whole neighbourhood could hear it...at 10pm..duh!!
its bad enough if i just leave it alone...
so i just bring along wif me to mit my bf..
i can tell u diz its just the size of my hand..and its eyes are not even open!!
imagine that..! haiz!! its so cute when it was crawling out of a box when i found it...i just couldnt imagine anyone not falling in love wif it the moment they saw it... slack for a while wif my bf,Hamdan & Hamdan's future gf..hahahaha...asal boleh jer aku ni...pandai-pandai..!

but by the time,i was going home...i felt very despair to part wif the kitten..
and so was Mr B...only hold it for a moment and we have feelings attached to it...by the way ,we named the kitten "DIDI"...dont no y..but we just name her...there's a diamond shape on her head..so we can recognised her if we sees her again...i really forget to take "DIDI" pix so can show u guys how small n cute she is... i cant afford to keep her coz i have a handful of trouble wif my own troublemaker at home..its sad to let it go seh...i just put it back at where i found it..wondering if my neighbour would keep her or not....

well..at that minute, i realised that its hard to let go of something or someone that ur fond of...its hard..if u see from my point of view coz i really love animals..my cat at home also was abandoned when i first set eyes on my cat,comot...haiz!!!
i can still remember that incident like it was just yesterday...
well...those people who loves animals will understand how i feel..
just wanna say that if u think u cant afford to have a pet,dont have one...rather that u abandoned those harmless creatures...just think...be in the animals thoughts for once...peace

Tuesday, March 06, 2007 { 7:20 AM }

right about now im half way through animation project...
haiz!!! *sigh* still got a few more steps to go and then im done...i mean WE done...Me & Lin...my partner in watever crime..hahaha...just joking!
Nizam is soo RANDOM now!! very RANDOM!!!"im so hungry that i could eat a WAN!!" that's wat he says....hahahaha!!! random shit! oh ya...he's playing PACMAN on Wan's laptop...
Wan is helping around with the project....and disturbing others...like usual...hehehe...
Lin...hmmm...doing her stuffie...either blogging or on the hp..talking to mr mystery...hahaha... :p the usual her....also a bit random...
hahaha..

right now im a bit pissed off..why??
well...im pissed off wif that idiotic ex la...he's full of crap...that is so argghhhh!!!! irritating bitch...yes bitch...he is a bitch asshole bullshit...
he sms n called me just now...i was expecting a call from my Mr B. But wrong person called...Lin didnt let me pick up his call...
diz is wat he sms"yati is ma mp4 ready?why u reject ma kol?wat tyme u finish skul??
r u free to mit up?" then his last msg"im trying to SATTLE things down in a gd way..i juz wanna mit up n talk"... SATTLE??!! Hahahaha...its settle! idiot siah....
i just dont no wat he's up to msging me like dat...such a sly fox he is....

this i got to tell my Mr B. but he's at werk n his hp not in service for a while...so need to wait til he finish....Lin also tak kasi msg him back...n yes i wouldnt coz it will be a waste of my ppd value....idiot! get away from me...i dont need a two-face freak in my life...no need such person in my life...i had enuf of these type of people...

well...Mr B. watever that happen yesterday..let it b...we pull tru it together..i'll always be n will be there for u tru watever shit that has happen or wil happen in future k...u're not alone in diz world...u still got ur trusted fren n me u know...so dont be foolish...i love u b...muaks!!!

{ 2:44 AM }

Aquarius - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You've got a ton of friends, so you have no problem meeting new people.
You're great at thinking up new things and activities to do with your sweetie.
You tend to let the little things slide in relationships... and focus on the bigger picture.

Your negative traits:

In relationships, it tends to be your way or the highway.
You can never open up completely to someone - you have to keep parts of yourself secret.
You're cold and reserved, which leaves your partner feeling unloved.

Your ideal partner:

Flexible, because you're not going to be the one to compromise!
Is smart and quirky with lots of weird interests... including you.
A true individualist who doesn't care what anyone thinks

Your dating style:

Stimulating. You prefer dates that explore a shared interest - like a lecture, muesum tour, or concert.

Your seduction style:

Wacky. Your wild ideas have your lover wondering what's next.
Insatiable - it takes a lot to satisfy your desires.
Varied. You're eager to try things as soon as you learn about them.

Tips for the future:

Bring a little responsibility to your relationship - like showing up for dates!
Compromise a little. It would kill you to do things your lover's way for once.
Be aware of your partner's jealousy. Even though you aren't jealous, realize your partner is sometimes.

Best color to attract mate: Sky blue

Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's Your Love Profile?

Friday, March 02, 2007 { 1:50 AM }

Aquarius Girl

A radical idea?A young aquarian must have a thought for it.You might hear her exclaim,"i'll try anything once!". In fact, it's absolutely true.Not only she's unique, she is also rebel, unafraid to take society in her own terms. Her super-quick mind might lead others to think that she's all about ideas with no feelings at all,but that's not partially true. She cares deeply about the causes in which she believes, its just that she doesn't have alot of time for small talks.Hence,she has lots and lots of acquaintances in her life but very little deep friendships.When it comes to style, hers is definately unique to her.It wouldn't be suprising if one day she shows up with a green hair.She's keen on standing ouot from the crowd.
Fashion is also something better left to someone else, since her style is of her own making.Her ideal evening would include going to performance by either an alternative band or an experimental theater in the dark.She aviod sappy movies.When it comes to studying, an unstructured environment will serve her best, as will an alternative college when she gets to the next level. She's not for everyone, but then she doesn't want to be!

provided by:Astrology.com

{ 1:21 AM }

Its raining like craziiee!!!
very cold seh...and im beside crazi gerl aka Leena...hahahaha
in james class now and most probably going home early...and i mean damn early as in another 1/2 hour...hahaha
the weather is very promising today...haiz!!!
i wonder who had sad day...hopefully not my Mr B....
he havent called me since last night...very sad & lonely..
i dont wish to go to work today...very lazy!!!& definately not going work!!
well...there no one in class...shark,wan,nad n yoda is not around....
the rest went off already,left me & Lin blogging away....
most probably slacking for a while later...checking some stuffie @ tm...
hmmmm...i dont know....juz wondering how's Mr B is doing....

Baby...if you reading this....i mizz u!!! hope u are ok...plz give me a kol...

Thursday, March 01, 2007 { 3:36 AM }

Im so pissed early in the morning...
was late for mfdi phase test coz wake up late...
yesterday i got lectured at home for all the reasons they can find fault on me...
it totally sux!!!
adding to that shit...that idiotic asshole hambali msg me abt his mp4...
msg me in a irritating way...damn him la....!!
but nevermind...everyone has their day...
today n yesterday was totally not my day...!! *blueks*
so sad...bohhohohoho...
everyone in class in bad mood including smallboy who is always hapi2....bcoz of stupid test....
haiz!!!
wat to do???
hmmmm... my baby,Mr B is sick for some time already...poor baby...hope u get better in time for the performance on saturday @ YP...hope so la u get better...
hmmm...but some sacrifice are meant to be made at certain time...its ok baby...we have our time soon....
gtg now...its lunchie time....my stomach hungary...bye!!!